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well fuck. should i put it back before he says anything else? should i wait and then “fix” it after he points it out?

fuck fuck fuck fuck i probably should have figured out the boundaries of what the camera can and cant see but even then im sure i got way too close at some point and now hes going to ask me why im such a freak

this is definitely going to be the part where he remembers that im pathetic and drops me again. it was good while it lasted though!

what if im hungry and angry and lonely and tired and that seems to be the near permanent state of my existence? i think that should be a fair reason to give in

im so glad that my actual bodily injury comes second to your poor feelings, and that you couldnt even tell me directly to stop talking about it. i love being silenced both physically and virtually!

i wish i could take them up on their offers, because it still hurts so much. however, theres not really any helping freaks like me

when they said “tried to be a halfway decent friend / ended up a bad comedian” and “im trying to be cool about it / feelin like an absolute fool about it” and “so would you teach me im the villain, arent i?” and “i cant love you how you want me to”, i didnt realize they were actually writing about my life lol

normally i at least know what i did wrong, but im still so confused. what happened to being happy that i was back and being friends????

this was a mistake. it hurts so badly and i still dont even know if i got the right books yet, let alone if theyll actually be helpful, so what the fuck was the point?

i actually think i might be going insane now! im positive hes just like, busy existing outside of talking to me, but i cannot stop wishing i had shut the fuck up and just been thankful to have people willing to talk to me instead

when you express your emotions, use “i” statements to communicate your emotions without putting the blame on the listener and/or putting them on the defensive