🌙✨Chío✨🌙

I don’t know how to best explain everything. It’s a lot. And if the mentions are heavy or difficult topics to then please free to skip this post. You shouldn’t put yourself in a position to feel bad.

Anyways, so I sort of developed a bit of a fear. And the fear is swallowing food and liquids. I know, it’s stupid. Even I know it’s stupid. But my anxiety has gone out of control. And I’m afraid that if I eat or drink something it would accidentally go into my lungs. I am not sure where exactly I got this fear from. But I know several things that could be the cause of it.

- I used to watch a lot of YouTube videos of a show where it’s about lifeguards on a beach. And it’s where I learned about people accidentally getting water in their lungs from when they couldn’t swim. And that someone can die from that.

- 2 years ago, I was drinking water in the middle of the night. When the water went down the wrong way. I couldn’t breathe and I freaked out. I managed to get the water out by bending over. The water splat to the ground.

- Back in June, I hadn’t eaten much because I bit myself in my mouth and it bled. So I was hesitant to eat. But because of that, when I went to put something down onto the ground, vomit came up. And as quickly as it came, I swallowed it. For some reason my mind went to what if I went into my lungs? News flash, it didn’t.

- Recently, I drank some soda. And I tried to drink it quickly because food was at the back of my mouth. And I was afraid if I breathed then it would go into my lungs. Because I did this quickly, the Sprite kinda jumped at the back of my throat. But I drank it and more. I also had the thought of what if it went to my lungs.

So yeah. And because I haven’t been eating and I’m scared. And I’ve been refusing my favorite food. My mom wants me to be admitted into the hospital. I understand that she is also tired and very worried about me. I mean, she’s my mom. But I feel hurt too. I get what she means. I don’t do much in my life. I am terrible with hygiene and cleaning up after myself. I stay in my room all day. And yeah. Forgot to mention I’ve already lost weight from this.

Rangel is a really good goalie. He blocked some of the shots that could have been made. I don’t know how to explain in English but the Ecuadorian team really had a good chance but Rangel blocked it.

Also Mexico made two goals. And of course, Quiñones made the first goal.

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I am never drawing any porcelain again… this was too much lmao. Maybe I can find more simple patterns.

I graduated. Today was my graduation ceremony.

I have no ideas for what his name would be. Last time I thought of a husky dog character, I gave him a Russian name? Honestly, I don’t know. Probably won’t be this time. I also still don’t like the outfit.

Anyways, thanks to my conversation with @/ceiling-karasu, I have some ideas with this OC. Nothing is concrete as of yet. I am just sharing ideas. I mainly also just wanted to post my art (it’s been such a long time since I drew a dynamic pose).

- He is from a foreign country (I guess I would base it on Russia since that was the original plan)

- He is the son of an ambassador who was once stationed in Flower Hill

- He would have become friends with my Mouse nurse OC (I think I will name her Ximena?). So, even after he went back home, they still wrote letters to one another

- My OC would have gone to a really good school, but he hated it and only did somewhat ok in classes

- He only liked classes where he exercised or did something physical (like physical education)

- His parents wanted him to become a diplomat

- He didn’t want to and so when he graduated, he left home

- He went into the army, but he only stayed there for a short time as he didn’t like being in the military

- After sending more letters to my Mouse OC, he decided to move to Flower Hill (this was all before the war).

- There, he joined the police force. However, because he looked like his father, he was worried if others would recognize him. And people were staring too much (it was actually because the people knew he was a foreigner and were curious on why he joined the police force. Some did recognize him as the son of an ambassador).

I had an idea for an OC (as usual lmao). So, I don’t even know who or what this guy does. His outfit is based of a riot police officer (based on my memory lmao which explains why this turned out so messy and not just because it’s currently 3am). I just liked the helmet really. Also my handwriting is ok but bad this time cause I could care less at the moment.

I see him being a bit more serious and not wanting to be around others. And yes, with the little sketch on the bottom right, he wears the helmet when it’s not even necessary. He just does not take it off when working. Honestly idk bruh. I’m just trying to overcome my artblock.

I see this guy being reckless though. And he probably get in a lot of trouble with the mouse nurse OC I have. She’s gonna yell at him for always being at the infirmary.

Si hice una carácter que habla español va ser este. Miro que yo hago mucho caracteres que son de otro partes del mundo. Y nunca hago una carácter de mi ethnicidad. Diciendo eso este carácter si es mexicana. Este vez si pone la traducción abajo el español. Todovia mi español es mal jaja.

No, I don’t do requests. And if I do, I would only do request with people I have spoken to before. Because I am very shy. Like, I don’t talk to anyone in the fandom. Though, tbf, I have mainly disappeared from the fandom space. But even before, I barely interacted with people.

And like I also don’t want to mess up drawing something someone requested. That’ll be embarrassing. And I know there are way better artists in this fandom and other fandoms that are than me.

I’m apologize to anyone who has asked me for a request.