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“I felt utterly alone, as if I was the last person alive on earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.”

“People get tired of you being sad.”

“I survived by telling myself ‘I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.’ I kept putting it off for days and days and days with the hope that the darkness will leave my body one of these days. and some days, it leaves and some days, it stays. I’m still surviving and that’s the sad truth and maybe I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.”

“I felt utterly alone, as if I was the last person alive on earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.”

“I wish that I could leave myself alone. I wish that I could finally feel that I punished myself enough.”