unhappy

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it's midnight and you're all I can think about who you are with; what you're doing it's not that I don't trust you or have you I'm just scared you'll find someone better better than me who is sitting in her room it's midnight and I'm crying over a boy who won't care I told you I was upset and sent one word texts instead of showing you care you left too I'm scared that I love you and there is nothing I can do you don't love me or you wouldn't have tried to fuck her it's midnight and I'm sitting here I'm numb but I can feel and I know I can feel because I don't know if I want to hate you or if I want to love you more you said you would come back for me and that I can visit you while you're gone we have ways to make it work but you're scared of being away you're scared you'll cheat on me you said that our paths will cross and that everything will work out you make me have hope that it's going to work even when I know it's never going to happen you're scared I'll leave you too it's midnight and you have said a lot but not one thing means anything time doesn't matter to you you spout lies and think there is no time you're the drug I'm addicted too the most.