clean but not clear

me as im currently pouring a little bit of drink in my un alcoholic drink: dont drink kids!!! 

why m i worrying about if wlise still likes me n will hang out wi me

smiles even tho im dead inside

so everyone talks 2 me when im in a good mood but? when im sad only zee (who is a bless ing tbh) talks to me like wt heck

i dont think i can talk 2 her about this now lmao

lays down did i do smth wrong???? mom elise im srry

[fuckin shouts INTO A THING] fuCKING CUDDLE OR HANG OUT W ME  DAMNIR

mom said shed be there if i needed anything but im feelin lonely n i dont know if she didnt see theposts but now im jsut how much of ur word do i take? i mean i probs sound p greedy since she just had a tramatic experience

when ur mood just falls dont u love it

wiow!!!  every1s just goin on w their lives haa

shufeles nervou sly welp  she seems traumatized so i should probs let her be nad not wegh her down w my issues

emotions u never expected until now; sad nostalgia fffuck how do u even dothig

wow!! im such a peice of shit!!!