Idiot Coma

I could go to them, but I chose being here and look at them goes by.

Wish they gonna look back and turn the feet. But It just a wish, Wish never come true because it just GOD privilage.

Not loss though, but never win.

I never wanna whining because I never have one, but I have a heart who hurt so much,

The one who never leave me is my self, and you, somepeople from my mind. Thanks to never leave me alone, thanks for being with me all the time.

I hope he was alright. From head to toe, from deep inside him and outside his body. I just wanna him to be the best person in this world, not in my world. My world just around corner. My world just and inch apart from my head, never be wide open like this world. But his world, he have everything to build to be his world.

I wanna give up. Please GOD give me permission to give up. Give me permission to just being me and my world. To just being inside of my head. Really I wanna be the one who was had coma and being the one in my head and never come back to this world.

I hate it, when I could not being like I wanna be, but I really know , that’s never happened.

I miss you, really miss you so much. I’m gonna said that when you call me, but what’s i got? Nothing,

I don’t know what occasions, but those song repeat in my ears over and over again.

But 1 thing that I know, he have a bad day to openly view the chat, and then I’m cut it out,

I said “just chat me whenever you have a problem with me”

I love the rain, who hide my tears from everyone,

I love the rain, who hide my scream from the environment,

I miss him, a lot,

I miss it, alot,

Finally, I let them go,

Thanks to me, Finally I let them go,