There are sometimes 4 ants.

currently there's a bunch of John Larroquette stuff in there, including the 1080p upscaled version of Night Court. plus some other things that I uploaded before :)

I was thinking about places I've been to and places I'd like to go. And it just narrowed down so much because there's not that much I can do - I can only walk for a few minutes without being in a looooot of pain. So anything above a 5-10 minute walk is doable, but definitely not enjoyable. Like, I can go to IKEA or a flea market or something and walk around for an hour, but only because those aren't actually going far away from anything and I could get back pretty quickly.

I miss when we went on holiday to an island in the North Sea a few times when I was a kid/young teenager. My best friend (at the time, we're no longer friends) and I had so much fun going everywhere on our own, riding our bikes around etc. And of course we walked around in nature a lot with our parents too.

I guess I just miss nature... It's inevitably pretty far away from where you start from, and I just really can't do that. Like I could do it, I guess. But I'd be in pain the whole time so I'd be preoccupied and it wouldn't be enjoyable, just stressful. And then what if my body does that shitty thing where I just get totally weak and can't move. When I'm like an hour away from everything or whatever. Nope, I can't do that. And it makes me really, really sad.