JAY!

do people not understand context clues. i am a lesbian so men should not msg me in sexual or romantic ways. can yall not use your brains. and instead of commenting on a vent post just block me instead. sigh yall are so immature.

i genuinely want to shoot myself. i was sa’ed, snd i should hate her. i should wsnt her DEAD. but im still so fucking attached to her i cannot even go a day without her without relapsing. i hate her so much that dusgusting perverted asshole. but if i left her i would lose my mind. now she has a new gf. im torn. im worried that it’ll happen to her new gf too. but im jealous. i cant stop cutting oh my god. i have to stop. but i cant. i hate myself and im so fucking disgustingly ugly and fat and i dont deserve anyone. i dont have a SINGLE friend that i can talk to. not only that, prom is coming up and i dont have anyone to ask. no one will ask me either. i hate this. i hate it so much. i hate myself and my stupid face and my stupid brain i just want to kns.

AND i alr tried to post this a minute ago, only to almost fall for a virus scam 💔💔💔

im TERRIFIED.