[cries in lesbian]

She doesn't tell Effie that they're usually fucking when they fight. That they start and end everything through physical touch, that Sadie only ever knows how to say stuff she doesn't mean to say just to have Katherine's riled up enough to fuck something truer out of her and that Katherine only ever breaks composure when Sadie's mouth is pressed against that particular spot on the juncture of her thighs. Fighting's different when they don't do that. More sincere, somehow. It never happens. Or it never happened before. Fighting because they're both saying things they fully mean, for the sake of nothing but saying them to each other. She doesn't tell Effie any of that. "What are you anxious about?" "I'm not anxious." "Okay. What are you?" "I want to stop fucking Katherine." Sadie tries therapy again, this time while being honest. It doesn't go exactly as planned.