round & round

Watch me stuff myself over 20 minutes and go from chubby cutie to stuffed, bloated beauty 🥰

Last time I ate as much as I could for breakfast, it hurt to eat 3 of these sandwiches. Today I ate 4 plus one of those coffee blended drinks made mostly out of ice cream.

I'm obsessed with how round I look and feel after this. Going to have to see if I can find more food to cram on top of this, and be painfully stuffed all day. I want to stay this round all day long. 😍🔥

Too long for Tumblr, so it's on YouTube: https://youtu.be/301TYrsr-jE?feature=shared

I took a long break after moving, I wasn't sure what I wanted to do re. continuing to do stuffings. Then I got covid and totally lost my appetite. I thought, "well, might as well continue this trend, try to eat less for a while."

But today I woke up so hungry.

And I tried to resist, I tried to tell myself to only eat a normal amount.

But it sounded so hot to stuff myself until my stomach swelled out in front of me. Until it ached and bulged and made me look gluttonous in my tight clothes.

I wanted to be gluttonous.

How'd I do?

(Before/after)

You're starting to gain weight on purpose for the first time and you are indulging in stuffing yourself to the brim often, 3 or 4 times a week, sometimes every night.

You go to sleep with your belly bowing out in front of you and you sleep peacefully knowing you are full and round and happy.

One morning you wake up and you find that your stuffed belly didn't go away while you slept. You go to the mirror to look, and feel yourself moving differently. When you see yourself, you look a little less full than last night but something is different. You poke your belly. It wobbles. All the way through.

Your nightly binges that were adding weight to you so slowly and unnoticeably have finally stuck, in a wobbly ball of fat on your belly, almost like your stuffed belly just hours before.

What will you do? You have work or other commitments today.

Will you try to suck it in all day? How long could you last? What if you got hungry?

Will you hide it with big clothes? You try, and find that your biggest clothes are snug now. They don't hide your new shape as well as you'd hoped.

Will you boast it proudly out in front of you and let it be a monument to your gluttony? What comments will you get today? How will you respond?

After that first shocking day, maybe you don't binge for a few days. Your new gut loses its proudness and you can stuff yourself into your clothes better again.

But the wish to be full returns, and before you know it, you're stuffing yourself to the brim every night again.

And now you know that when you go to bed each night, that your giant fat stuffed gut might be a preview of what you will wake up looking like tomorrow.

The PHD student going for their doctorate in some obscure field and devouring texts while sitting comfortably in an arm chair, and becoming less and less comfortable in that armchair as they slowly, steadily spread over the armrests. Texts are not the only thing they are devouring.

The Samwell Tarlys of the world; with the heart of gold and the mind of neverending curiosity. Making connections that no one else can see across leagues and tomes and generations; while being incredibly, gorgeously fat.

The fiction lover who is so busy reading and watching and listening to everything they can get their hands on about far off adventures and fantastical places they can never know in reality; so busy memorizing the characters and places and events; so busy studying the many forms a story can take-- that they don't really notice (or care) how round they have become recently.

Some people need brain food. And some people need a lot of brain food.

💜🤍🩶🖤

Here's to hoping this is the year I meet a lovely person who gets my ace-ness and wants to focus on bellies with me instead. 🥰 Let's snuggle up and play games, eat good food, and listen to the rain together ☔ If you're in the PNW or BC Canada, hmu!

Before:

During:

After:

Being that round was AMAZING 😍

The next morning I could swear I was softer. Been enjoying that softness every day since 🥰

(sorry for the poor picture quality and dirty mirror, I'm moving atm. Next one will be better!)

This was my first time stuffing myself on purpose, definitely finding it hard to resist continuing to do so regularly...