winter feels like an endurance challenge to get through the days without having a depressive spiral

i love turning off lights. no need for all that

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the thing about having hope is that it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so difficult. but you have to do it anyway

very few things will make you feel as free as going on walks at night

unfortunately there are the horrors (men)

i am so in love w life right now. i wake up super early & i do pilates. i love to hear the chirping of birds in my quiet house on a sunday morning and i play jazz records and silently make myself coffee and enjoy it with a poem. i am developing a habit of eating fruit everyday and i take long walks in the evening and i love watching people do their thing. i visit the beach atleast three times a week, i love the sea and feeling the gentle breeze of the wind on my face. spending my time at beautiful coffee shops and bookstores. i study on my living room floor and actually love that. i read every night before i go to sleep & listen to music while watching the hills illuminated by lights. my friends come over every friday and we cook dinner together and have a little dinner party, i drink wine in the bath, i buy myself flowers and take myself out for dinners. i actually feel good & fulfilled w my life <3

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

When people really love you, they’ll be so gentle and intentional w their words

People who introduce you to new ways of thinking and new ways of seeing life are so important

[ I wonder if you talked about me, as you went home, or thought of me when the moon rose, ]