Thin and Pretty

I am relapsing so bad this time. I go to a major concert in June and have mistreated myself and got fat. This time around, I am not even going to hide it anymore. My boyfriend asked me about what I wanted for dinner, I told him I am not eating because I am so fat. He didn't even protest or argue!! So, that means it is true! He also doesn't know that I haven't eaten at all today. Sadly, I have to eat with my family tomorrow, because they are throwing me a birthday party. I think I might have a breakdown. I CANNOT gain more weight before the concert!!!!!!!!!

The audacity my body has to be hungry; when it has all of this fat it needs to get rid of first!