ever since i was a little girl i always knew i wanted to be some sort of horrendous freak

if this website tanks i’m writing in my journal i don’t have any more create accounts left in me

So embarrassing but who cares. But so embarrassing but who cares but it’s so embarrassing but also who cares but it really is embarrassing but really who cares BUT it’s so embarrassing though probably nobody cares but it’s embarrassing asf and nobody cares but

for every we're so back there are three consecutive it's so overs

they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined

i think id black out if i experienced even an ounce of romance at this point

sometimes I have brief moments of clarity like oh yes. love and joy should be guiding me and it will all work out. documenting so i remember to express this

i post for the girls who were lonely and isolated during peak social developmental years