a fallen leaf🍃

I would talk to the trees if I could. as I try to understand their melodies they've tried to send, though I don't get the signals. I'm at lost. same way as I was, when you left without saying a word. did we talk too much? that in our separation we were running out of voices. were we burned out in silence? that after our separation, we still have so many things unspoken. were we too excited? that in our separation I had no strength. were you really care about me? that in our separation, you didn't have any intention to stay.

now I belong to me; I'm home.

we are human; human can hurt; human can get hurt and cry

I let myself to write this as I still feel the same way as I did on the first day we met. I'm writing this while listening to the song that he recommended me, saying that the song was all about me. I know it's late. after what we've been through. way too late I just listen to the song, now. but, I can feel the love through the song. it reminds me of the good old days. bet whenever I listen to this song, I would always remember those good memories, the day when he gave me his best, the day that he made me to be the best version of me. thanks to the song, I could forget the pain. it brightens my day. it helps. it works. ❤

it happened.

-best part- You don't know babe When you hold me And kiss me slowly It's the sweetest thing And it don't change If I had it my way You would know that you are You're the coffee that I need in the morning You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring Won't you give yourself to me Give it all, oh I just wanna see I just wanna see how beautiful you are You know that I see it I know you're a star Where you go I follow No matter how far If life is a movie Oh you're the best part, oh You're the best part~ *punteun. ini cuma mau nyobain nyanyik pake mic di headset baru aja kok. soalnya kalo dipake telfonan, kok mic nya ngajak gelut :3

I use present tense, as those things are still my favorite!

- separation

aku lupa, kita bukanlah siapa-siapa.

  that there's no replacement of me to me.

me

Kau boleh saja punya masa lalu, tapi kau selalu bercerita tentang itu kepada wanita yang kau sebut akan menjadi masa depanmu. Bukankah itu lucu?

-because you are

Kau adalah penyebab rasa rindu campur muak belakangan ini, dan menjauh adalah akibat yang harus kau tanggung; bukan dayaku.