you can be the captain, and i will draw the chart

cashier at the theatre wanted to know if i was an anthony bourdain fan #notreally

smoking, making a stupid sandwich, and listening to rush. life is good

currently reading utopia avenue by david mitchell & i am enjoying it although it is a bit corny. and some of the corniness makes my heart eyes bug out of my head but some of it makes me roll my eyes

the beach was SO good tonight jesus

everyone in my life is just humoring me because they can tell i’m one bad day away from a breakdown. but they know WHY im one bad day away from a breakdown & they know that if my living situation becomes stable again then i won’t be one bad day away from a breakdown anymore & honestly im the one who keeps forgetting the reason that im so low-grade stressed all the time. this also means that friends who have wronged me recently are not going to be receiving the grace i would usually find in my heart for them until further notice because i do not have the energy to extend them any grace.

trying to find #peace and #balance. i went to my favorite restaurant in michigan but im mad because i wasnt seeing tony instead. 💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆💆