Niamh

salutations, i'm n/nitrate niamh, and if you're here, you're looking at the detrans kink blog of @kinkydesignationnitrate. surprise surprise, I like being called a girl and being treated like a girl despite the fact I'm not a girl. (and yes, that really is my deadname.)

important information about is that I am 20, try too hard to be a boy when that just isn't who I am and most importantly I am a headmate in a system. thus, the body will not match mine, as I am ftm while the body is mtf. yada yada.

I will be following from @kinkydesignationnitrate as I cannot follow from this blog. age must be in bio/pinned post or I will block, minors will be blocked. minor nsft accounts will be reported.

sending dms and asks calling me a good (or bad) girl are encouraged and I love being shamed about wanting to be a man. please for the love of everything holy, degrade and shame me for wanting to be a man. do keep mind though, I have 2 partners, and I don't send pics.

what this blog will contain ;;

primarily detrans content. I'm a huge fan, what can I say.

fauxcest. even though this is my sideblog, I still like the idea of being someone's little sister who's primary purpose is to be pumped full of an older sibling's cum. or dad, that too.

breeding kink. this mostly ties into the previous things listed above because I love the idea of dad setting me straight and proving to me that I've just been a misled girl all along by stretching me out.

what this blog will not contain ;;

ageplay, again, not quite my style for kink content. I prefer to keep my regression seperate from the kink, though I respect it.

scat, watersports etc. absolutely NOT my kind of thing under any circumstances, though it's fine to interact with me if you're into those things.

what are your tags?

niamh speaks ;; this is my general posting tag.

niamh reblogs ;; any and all reblogs fall under this tag.

niamh moans ;; this is whenever I post about some sort of fantasy and I'm in deep enough to the point of whining.

dni if you are ;;

a sysmed. I have no time to deal with your bullshit, all systems are valid regardless of their origin and how they present. kindly fuck off.

a raceplay blog. just don't.

anti-coping mechanisms. these kinds of coping mechanisms, whether for incest or any other major taboo topic are the kinds of thing that prevent people from committing suicide and prevents crimes from happening every single day.

bigoted in any way. I am the antithesis of what you believe in and I highly encourage you to fuck off away from me, and do some research into queer history and educate yourself. ✨

claimed anons:

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you'll only ever be a big titted good girl 🫶

unfortunately i am, physically stronger than almost all of us LOL

but, honestly, would i even really try to stop them? If they just put their fingers in me unprompted, why would i stop the real men and women from correcting me..

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tbh I see no reason why you would

if you're anything like me you have the full capacity to stop them at any time you would want but you and I both know that wouldnt happen at All

i’m an ftm headmate, i experience the worst dysphoria of all of us and YET, i wish my headmates would just remind me how much i messed my body up and how i'm prettier as a girl.

I pass very well, in headspace at least, i'm well-fit and people would not know i am trans at all if it weren't for the fact i'm open about it,

but everyday i’m a bit bummed out by how when i told the system, no one decided to take advantage of it or make me realize i can never truly change

Thanks for reading

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aww, I'm glad to hear you trust me enough to tell me this :]

I wish someone would do something about your little situation though, the fact you're so open about it in the first place is evidence enough that you're just a sweet girl who fucked herself up <3