the harris men by rm johnson
βand you havenβt been sleeping as much as you should, either.β
βi really donβt know what iβm going to do, but i know that youβll be there for me. i know that.β
βbut first we have to get you cleaned up. you stay right here, okay?β
βevery time i fix you something nutritious to eat, you turn your nose up at it.β
βi donβt know whatβs gotten into you, but you better get it together. get it together quick.β
βgo back to sleep. itβs six in the morning, honey.β
βi want you to know that itβs not just your problem, but ours. iβm here, whatever you need. whatever you want.β
βyou havenβt been eating right, you know that, right?β
βyou look tired, baby.β
βitβs just i donβt want you to feel alone with this thing.β
βwe can be a family, just the two of us.β
βyou just felt the way that you were feeling at that time, and acted on it. you didnβt think about how you would feel later, what the consequences would be, nothing.β
βevery night i think itβs a dream and when i wake up and realize itβs the truth i donβt know what to do.β
βis it about today? do you want to talk about it?β
βi still love you, but i want you to think about this some more.β
βthereβs nothing positive about dying, nothing.β
βiβll fix you a big breakfast.β
βyou donβt know what itβs like to be me, have my problems, my concerns, deal with what i deal with every day.β
βokay, sweetheart, iβll eat all by myself, but donβt complain when you miss out on the best breakfast iβve ever made.β
βiβm doing this because i love you, i have since the day i met you, and i will as long as you live.β
βthatβs why i do what i do, thatβs why i ask you to take care of yourself and if you arenβt willing to do it, iβll run behind you like youβre a child until you do.β
βyou left for a reason, and at the time, in your mind, it had to be a good reason, so you have nothing to be sorry about.β
βi want us to be a family again.β
βwelcome back, sweetheart.β