my online diary

also if I was not sick I would be booking a weekend ticket to Wroclaw however unfortunately...

I think one of my big issues here is that bc my housemates are so awful I cannot create and I cannot bake and so all the anxiety is just building up in my hands and arms

as an aside the beta blockers r hitting so diff I dgaf about anything or anything and I can't go outside if its over 23 degrees

a lot of people on this website are actually really stupid

can tell my brain is pruning memories lately bc I keep remembering routes I walked once and people I haven’t spoken to in over a decade

diagnosis time :o)

going to have Deliveroo for probably the last time n then watch the Pitt while I put away laundry and have a big shower and then tomorrow is a new day

as a chronic listener in many ways I think listening is a dying art

something abt my housemate who thinks she is very smart and looks down on people she sees as lesser i have noticed lately is how much she loves the sound of her own voice but she is never rlly saying anything much. just talking so she’s heard and others aren’t

so overstimulated by life rn im melting down lush massage bars in the bathroom

Also I went on my lunch break and I was pleasantly surprised I could take two tubes and go across half of London and back in under an hour