𝓀𝒶𝓎🪽

for you, i cut my 🪽’s

i get so sad thinking about the music artists i no longer listen to

make it the worst week *

having the worst fucking day of my LIFE someone give me the fucking strength

today will genuinely be the day i kill myself

i fucking love asuka langley

i am homesick for a version of myself that i never got to enjoy

i would get back on my medications but they don’t work anyways. nothing doctors ever give me works. it’s all placebos because they know i will never get better. they can’t trick me though lol

i cannot function normally in society, my disorders invade me everywhere i go. at my work place, when im out with friends, any and everywhere i am haunted by something that will never go away. i am diseased

trying to live with two of the worst disorders is an actual fucking hell