Solstrydr

honestly, i still fucking miss you, no lie but you did me dirty. i just have to remind myself that every day you come up, just that moment you take me back. Notice that I say 'every day' as in it happens not consecutively just sometimes. But then it will lead to rarely, then it will slowly blur. You still have me in those moments, I cry. I miss one of my best friends, my lover, my everything, just in that moment. You'll miss me on some days, I know you do. but i can't go back, ever. Theres certain things when people make fire, they spark. But once you put dirt on me ill put it out, for you. im doing you a favor and stop lingering around like you want it back. It was never justified. I can't believe i still give you some more of my time like this... as if I still want to trust you... thats how much I......... yeah. we deserve peace. Thats all i ever wanted for you to be happy.

Done.