shen — kaisae’s gf

ˋ°•*⁀➷ ꒰shen꒱ 21f. she/her | infp bisexual <3

♪ now playing ⇄ ◀ 𓊕 ▶ ↻ so let’s go see the stars by boynextdoor

𓂃۶ৎ without you, late nights don’t mean a thing mlist

𓂃۶ৎ sunsets don’t mean a thing about me

𓂃۶ৎ shining stars don’t mean a thing too dni/rules

𓂃۶ৎ with you, late nights, it’s full of starlight requests [OPEN]

𓂃۶ৎ sunsets, it’s full of dreams my carrd

𓂃۶ৎ so let’s go see the stars right now (latest works) asking ur bllk bf to plank until failure texts between u and ur toxic bllk bf texts between u and ur jealous bllk bf ur bllk bf accidentally saying ily first breaking off ur situationship with the bllk guys

𓂃۶ৎ got drunk in this dawn, i want to promise eternity (coming soon)

the tr guys reacting to you getting angry at a stranger for the first time

arranged genshin husband realizing they’re in love with you

𓂃۶ৎ pulling you into my arms, i hope this night never ends taglist (MUST fill before being added)

i’m actually chinese but i was also norwegian, french, english, and spanish. i was not interested in the sport before sorry guys i’m gonna go larp club season next

synopsis. ꨄ︎ you recognize the lack of effort and time the bllk guy you're seeing is giving you, so you decide to try and reason with them before breaking it off with them

featuring. ꨄ︎ fem!reader x sae, kaiser, hugo, otoya, karasu, aiku, rin, bunny (separate)

includes. ꨄ︎ angst, cursing, situationship, pet names

notes. ꨄ︎ hello, hellooo. so this prompt was sitting in my drafts for a while now and it was sort of my way of conveying my (at the time) very messy feelings and emotions regarding a personal matter (low effort long distance maybe humiliationship). i kept the original as it is and rewrote this as a more polished version lol except i wrote these very much sleep deprived

♪ track. ꨄ︎ we can't be friends by ariana grande

i larped football so hard i started (sometimes) subconsciously calling it football. and YES i am exactly like every other girl. i do love jude bellingham and lucas bergvall. yes they are the most beautiful men to have ever graced this earth. yes i love erling haaland and find him probably the most humble and funniest man in existence. yes i do think kenan yıldız is gorgeous. yes, i went from avid sports disliker to having my top 3 athletes in hockey, football, basketball, american football, and baseball picked out (all based on looks because i don’t know anything about those sports except soccer).

so anyway.. is this about to be my personality for the next few weeks. maybe. do i think jude bellingham is my itoshi sae? also maybe… OKAY HEAR ME OUT

synopsis. ꨄ︎ in which your bllk boyfriend accidentally confesses "i love you" first

featuring. ꨄ︎ fem!reader x sae, kaiser, hugo, otoya, karasu, aiku, rin, bunny (separate)

includes. ꨄ︎ fluff, comfort, slight crack, cursing, early relationship, pet names, warning: me NOT bullying the bllk men

notes. ꨄ︎ i was going to write this as a proper fic but sick/flu brain is not gonna let me do that lmao

♪ track. ꨄ︎ darari by treasure

synopsis. ꨄ︎ texts messages shared between you and your jealous bllk boyfriend

featuring. ꨄ︎ fem!reader x sae, kaiser, hugo, otoya, karasu, aiku, rin, ness, bunny (separate)

includes. ꨄ︎ crack, slight fluff, cursing, pet names, joking violence, suggestive (aiku's), bllk guys being delusional and dramatic <3, implied that reader is short in kaiser’s

notes. ꨄ︎ i changed sae and otoya’s pfps :p anyway, guys i'm so sorry for this garbage. i'm a wee bit sick (i'm suffering) rn so my works are not going to be the best </3

♪ track. ꨄ︎ jealous type by doja cat

so my period was late and ended up starting the 1st of the month (yay april fools (not yay)). meanwhile there was a giant pimple on my cooch (i did warn u guys). anyway, last day of my period i started getting nosebleeds. luckily my period’s only 3 days but still. after it ends, the nosebleeds get severe. once that’s over the pimple pops on its own and just bled nonstop for hours. while that was recovering, i got a swollen bump on my back left gum where my wisdom tooth is and it was so bad i thought i’d have to get it removed (it’s kind of a hassle). AND THEN just as i’m recovering (i still am) i get sick. so that all happened in a span of 13 days.

whoever cursed me u WILL be dealt with 😒

AND MIND U january i got laid off from my job. february, i lost my friend group. march the whole debacle with that guy happened (love interest). i mean is my life REAL

synopsis. ꨄ︎ text messages between you and your bllk boyfriend. it feels as though your inescapable toxic relationship is an endless, vicious cycle doomed to inevitably die in bitter words and lack of understanding.

featuring. ꨄ︎ fem!reader x sae, kaiser, hugo, bunny, otoya, karasu, aiku, rin, isagi, ness, yukimiya, shidou, barou (separate)

includes. ꨄ︎ cursing, pet names, gaslighting, toxic patterns, angst, might be ooc (bunny), basically the bllk men being emotional bricks and/or clueless

notes. ꨄ︎ i do NOT, by any means, condone nor romanticize toxic relationships but i really wanted to make a fic out of selfish waltz

♪ track. ꨄ︎ selfish waltz by ateez

edit: btw guys if u know me u know i don’t write weak readers. i wanted to write a mildly toxic relationship without a prominent dealbreaker, but i absolutely understand the comments lmaoo u guys are real af