the rin chan ever!!!! ★

currently, I am deathly afraid of experiencing things . such is life

my controversial tamaki amajiki headcanon is that he lost his wall-facing habit after the war arc

there's something so human with the way i used to write interaction. maybe that's what's been missing from my writing all this time

this writing slump is getting to me

uuuughhh I cant shake off my dominant still life snippets of living writing style cause im obsessed with simultaneously dismantling characters at their most comfortable and most domestic without romantic ties attached ughh

i need to find a way up that huge rock and i cant just rely on double jumping against it like an idiot

hold on im cooking !!!!!!! im just fighting the story emphasised boss battle version of my psyche while im at it and the second phase just started !!!!! uh oh here comes the orchestral reprise of the boss music !!!!!!!

i just realized that the reason why im struggling sm with writing romance is cause i haven't written romance prior to this. im a guy who's less interested in romantic chemistry and indulges more in overall chemistry. aka i have no idea how to write romance 🥀

terrible news: you need to factor in the most annoying aspect (PERSON, more accurately) of a character to better portray them cause for some reason their integral development and monumental choices dont exist without this terrible conniving aforementioned factor