Unbetitelt

My quarterly bender where I absolutely destroy my arms w coca cola 😧☹️ I swear it hits too fast and I fuck up the second half of the shot. My arms are literally crime scenes 🩸💉and will be for the next 3 weeks or so. Just praying I don't get an abcess 🤞

Being Cali sober and doing an iv bender 1-4 times a year is my harm reduction. I am able to satisfy the part of me that needs to self medicate but also hold a job and social life and not be trapped in the addiction cycle and lifestyle. My dealer knows my history and will only sell to me every once in a while. He def doesn't know how I use it, though. I keep telling myself I'll only sniff it next time. But i have a shit ton of insulin syringes in my house for my ozempic, and the moment I get home with it, it's game over. It's all I can think about until it's gone. I physically can't stop until the bag is gone. Shooting coke is honestly awful. It's the epitome of addiction. A thousand is never enough. Also, it feels scarier than shooting m3th. Feels much easier to overdose.