i want things to be beautiful

genuinely rly upset about being made fun of i know everybody’s joking around but i did actually inconvenience some ppl and i feel terrible . i’m going to apologize in person tomorrow (i already apologized in text) but i feel like i might cry lol

made a stupid embarrassing mistake at work and ppl in the group chat are making fun of me saying i should be fired should i just kill myself and die ?!??!!!?????)

it is so humiliating to realize i’m PMSing like i was so irritable all day yesterday and then i cried bc i felt like my life went all wrong somewhere and i wanted to go back to being a kid to start over and then the alarm for my birth control went off and i’m almost done with my pack 😛

i was talking to one of my teenage coworkers yesterday and she asked how old i was and i was being kinda silly about it like “ohh i’m 25 i’m kinda old haha” and she was like “it’s okay i don’t think ppl are old until they’re like 30 ^_^” i thought that was funny