Ramona turned her head to see Reyna coming out of her apartment, a weak smile appearing on her face as she allowed her friend to help her up, gingerly kicking off her shoes before allowing Reyna to bring her farther into the apartment, âN- Nothing really, happened, I just. I couldnât help it.â She cried, gaining her composure momentarily before breaking down once more, leaning onto Reynaâs shoulder as the tears continued to fall down her cheeks. Ramona felt helpless and genuinely low for the first time in forever and for the most part she didnât know how to cope with it. It was Joel who had helped her through this time in her life as well as her parents, and in that moment she felt like she had no one. While she and Reyna were good friends and she loved the girl to death, they had never really talked about Ramonaâs previous cocaine addiction, leaving her feeling vulnerable and in some ways naked when it came to talking about these things. As soon as the other woman wrapped her arms around her Ramonaâs breathing calmed slightly, it was nice being held when everything felt like it was spiraling out of control. She returned the favor, loosely wrapping her arms around Reynaâs waist.
Reyna closed her eyes briefly, feeling for her friend. She knew how it felt when the walls came closing it and it felt like they was no escape. Reyna couldnât blame her for taking an easy way out, she understood the urge to do anything to take the pain away. Her brother did the same, and Reyna knew she may have followed a similar a path had her grandfather not introduced her to martial arts. âSsshhh, itâs alright,â Reyna cooed comfortingly. âI understand and we donât have to talk about it.â Reyna wasnât going to force Ramona into telling her what happened. Sometimes talking wasnât what you needed, and sometimes all you needed was a good cry and a friend to comfort you. If Ramona wanted to confide in Reyna that sheâd happily listen, if not Reyna would respect that. Reyna and Ramona were good friends, but they had never really spoken much about deep and personal things, not that Reyna did with anyone, and Reyna understood it could be tough to let someone cross that line. One of Reynaâs hands rested on Ramonaâs head as she gently stroked her hair, just like her grandmother used to stroke hers. Reyna was ready to support her friend it anyway. She was a strong person, some may argue too strong, and had more than enough strength for the two of them. âIs there anything you need?â Reyna asked. âI can get you some water, or maybe a blanket?âÂ