Herein Lurks the Loony

Being a calm, gentle, non-reactive person is really hard work, which is probably why many people are none of these things. Personally I think it’s worth it but sometimes one does want to just roll around on the floor wailing at the top of one’s lungs

People in my notes who think I’m repressed or dissociating: you will feel better when you learn emotions are not a binary of Not Feeling It vs Being Overwhelmed By It

(To the tune of Rasputin): BLEH BLEH DRACULA, KING OF TRANSYLVANIA, HE IS A BAT AND ALSO A MAN

Every time an ongoing media property finally reveals a heavily telegraphed plot development that people complain "came out of nowhere" it makes me think even more that maybe Knights Of The Old Republic 1 was the greatest to ever do it when they followed the Big Twist up immediately with a soft tinted supercut of flashbacks to all the lines and scenes that foreshadowed it throughout the entire game. Do that. Beat your audience over the head with their own media illiteracy. Please, we need it.

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wasn't

Reblogging in honor of the first day of baseball season.

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

"on god's green earth" is way too fun to say even when you don't believe in god and know most of it is blue, actually

I think when you correctly identify a trauma that is the base of a woe of yours it should just disappear. It should be like "aaahh. you got me" and vanish and leave 100 dollars behind

I won't ever get over the removal of headphone jacks, or micro sd slots, or cd drives. I won't. Fuck everyone and everything

something about Toy Story toys is so strange to me. versions of animated characters based on real world toys, turned back into toys that are slightly different than the actual toys. slinky dog with a rubber spiral instead of a classic metal slinky. the porcelain bo peep and cloth woody turned into jointed plastic action figures. when toy story 4 came out and i saw a $30 talking action figure of forky, a character made out of a spork and a pipe cleaner, i stood in the walmart toy aisle staring at it like cameron from ferris bueller's day off staring at that painting in the art museum