Return of the Mak

I'm lost.

I wanna get out of SD.

Been feeling like I'm searching for something... but I don't know what I'm looking for..

One thing that I learned about myself after my grandma’s death was that I get way too comfortable with people and I tend to take things for granted. But I guess I had to learn the hard way because you really never know what you have until it’s gone. She was the one that basically raised me and took care of me when I was a kid and gave me the nick name Mak Mak (makulit).  I shouldn’t take people for granted.  I should hold on to the people that I care about the most.  Even if it might hurt me, it’s okay, at least I tried and I hope my efforts didn’t go unnoticed. 

Family drama is the worst. I can't believe I had to witness whatever I just witnessed. I wish I can unwitness that.