"I do miss the sunlight.."

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*once they got home, he asked with trembling voice* can you promise me that you won't leave me again...? Please...

I promise.

Thank you... *he nuzzled into DC's hair*

Of course. Anything for you, sweetheart.

We should wash it first. C'mon. *He goes into the bathroom, puts a plug I to the sink and fills it with warm water*

First we gotta put the cat in the sink. *He gently took the kitten and slowly placed him in the sink full of warm water* Then, gently splash some water on his body, make sure to not get any into his eyes, mouth, nose or ears. After that.. *he grabbed a bottle of shampoo and squeezed some onto his hand* We put some shampoo on him and clean him. *he gently started rubbing the shampoo into the cat's fur*

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*once they got home, he asked with trembling voice* can you promise me that you won't leave me again...? Please...

I promise.

Thank you... *he nuzzled into DC's hair*

Of course. Anything for you, sweetheart.

We should wash it first. C'mon. *He goes into the bathroom, puts a plug I to the sink and fills it with warm water*

First we gotta put the cat in the sink. *He gently took the kitten and slowly placed him in the sink full of warm water* Then, gently splash some water on his body, make sure to not get any into his eyes, mouth, nose or ears. After that.. *he grabbed a bottle of shampoo and squeezed some onto his hand* We put some shampoo on him and clean him. *he gently started rubbing the shampoo into the cat's fur*

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*once they got home, he asked with trembling voice* can you promise me that you won't leave me again...? Please...

I promise.

Thank you... *he nuzzled into DC's hair*

Of course. Anything for you, sweetheart.

We should wash it first. C'mon. *He goes into the bathroom, puts a plug I to the sink and fills it with warm water*

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*once they got home, he asked with trembling voice* can you promise me that you won't leave me again...? Please...

I promise.

Thank you... *he nuzzled into DC's hair*

Of course. Anything for you, sweetheart.

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*once they got home, he asked with trembling voice* can you promise me that you won't leave me again...? Please...

I promise.

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.

*he went silent for a bit* You know.... you're my father, yet... I know almost nothing about you...

Hahah, runs in the family.. *he gritted his teeth while smiling*

Hmm... do you like rains..? *he asked sheepishly*

*his irration vanished instantly* Yeah, I like the rain, it's really soothing for me.

Me too! The rain makes me feel depressed... in a good way!

There's a good way for that-? *he slapped a hand on his mouth* I really need to filter what I say..

*he just being silent awkwardly for a moment* Do you drink alcohol...?

Rarely. Though I do collect wines.

Oh, I drink alcohol sometimes, when I'm very happy or... the opposite. I personally prefer wine and rum, I drank vodka with my father once, when I was around 14... I don't remember much about that day... I think father had another depressive episode back then... It's one of the few days when I was drunk...

14..? How old are you now..?

Around a month ago I became 21 years old!

Kiddo you look like you're 17...

I know! But if I counted correctly back in the forests, I am 21!

Don't worry I'm not mad, just saying. I probably look younger... Or older than I am..

Anyways... I think I didn't like the taste of vodka... Oh! I remember the first time I've tasted wine! I was around... 10? 12? years old. There was also another day I've got drunk, another . . . episode of my father... and there we are, drunk as hell, in our own house, couldn't properly climb the stairs to go to bed! *he laughs softly* I ended up lying on the floor without shirt, having a few bruises.

At this point I'm gonna be traumatized from your traumas.. I'm gonna get you a therapist...

But it wasn't trauma.. just a funny story, that's all... I don't think I have so much traumas about the times before my father ended himself... he was... a bit unstable, that's for sure, but... I know he loved me, deeply.. he cared about me, he maybe wasn't the best, but... he tried his best, I'm sure...

You said you had bruises? Where were those from..?

Heh...I don't remember... maybe I just fallen on the ground or hit the wall a few times... *he says, petting the kitten*

... That doesn't sound right... Still I think therapy would be a good idea.. even if you'd just tell me, that's still somewhat therapeutic.

Maybe you're right.... . . . There's another thing I think I should tell you... *he whispered*

well tell me..

*it's clearly very painful for him to talk about that* I- . . . how can I explain this...? From my very born... I am cursed or rather... ill...

And why would that stop me from loving you?

. . . From very moment I've became conscious... my soul... my mind... were shattered in two...

More to love. *he smiled*

*he starts to shake from terror* you don't understand what you're talking about... that thing- he... full of spite... hateful he- he- . . . *he starts to shake even more* he did the things beyond forgivness...

Sweetheart... You're still my son, and nothing will change that. I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing.

. . . He . . . he killed an innocent cookie... by the very hands I claim as my own...

Well I attempted to assinate my own father twice and steal from him... All of them failed.. luckly.

Yet, he succeded... *tears start to flow from his eyes* I remember... like in a lucid dream I was doomed to watch how he found a young lady, took a knife and... *he starts to cry*

You're still my son and I still love you. That's all in the past.

*he placed a kitten in one of his bags, leaving it open, so the kitten could breath, and then hugged DC's head, starting to cry into his hair*

*he ruffled Dark Star's hair gently, comforting him as best as he could*

Please... don't leave me alone again... please... I won't be able to endure this once more....*he started to cry even more, hugging DC's head a bit more tight*

*he went home with Dark Star like this whole still trying his best to comfort him*

*his frown turned to a smile very quickly* Yay :D . . . C-can I hold your hand please..? I'm a little bit afraid of... people...

Of course. *he gently took Dark Star's hand* Is this good?

*he looks away for a bit* yes, thank you *he lets DC lead the way*

*he smiled again, going to the shelter with Dark Star*

*he was walking next to DC, getting closer to him and holding his hand tighter each time someone walked near*

*he noticed that and decided to gently pull Dark Star close to him*

*he wrapped his hands around DC's hand, squeaking quetly*

Hmm? Is something wrong..?

No I just... don't like crowded places... *he hugged DC's hand a bit tighter*

Hmm.. I see... How about I pick you up? You can sit on my shoulders, that way you don't have to be in a crowd.

You would... do this for me..? And... ain't I too... old for something like this...?

You're not too old for that, don't worry.

I- . . . I would not disagree to sit on your shoulders... thank you... thank you very much...

*he picked up Dark Star and placed him on his shoulders, he gently grabbed his legs so he would be a bit more stabil*

*he rested his chin on DC's head, gently wrapping hands around his neck*

Comfy? *he asked as he started walking towards the shelter again*

*he smiled. Once they got to the shelter he put Dark Star down* There.. where here!

Thank you... *he says warmly, as he slowly and nervously walked into the shelter*

*he walked in aswell* I can do the talking, you can look around.

*he nods sheepishly, looking around the shelter for a kitten he'd like before walking towards DC, pointing at chimera cat kitten* c-can we take this one...?

*he looked at Dark Star, then at the cat and his eye widened with adoration* Awww, so cute..! Yes, we can, we absolutely can! *he brought the cat and filled out a couple of forms* C'mon, let's adopt the little one officially.

Oh... erm, sure...! *he looked at the kitten and DC with adoration*

Cmon then, let's take it home.

*he gently took the kitten into his hands, gently booping it's nose.... and then instinctively cleaning it with his tongue*

ah- legs not do that-! We can clean it at home- c'mon.. let's go home.

*he looked a bit surprised about what he has done right now* Ah-! I- i'm sorry! It was an instinct I-! *he makes a few breaths, licking kitten one more time, and then walking onward*

Lets go home.. we'll was the cat, you wash your mouth because the poor thing could still have viruses and bacteria on it, then we'll still need to go back to the vet because it needs an inspection and an injection, okay? I don't want you nor that cat getting sick..

Mhm... *he slowly started to walk home, trying to stay as close to the DC as possible*

*he picked Dark Star up again, this time just holding him close*

*he started to purr loud, the kitten started to purr too*

I.. did not know you could do that.. *he was quite surprised* not that it's bad-! I just didn't know.