moment of time

“Healing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think it’s done, it’s not.”

“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.”

“Your healing is about you. It doesn’t need a stamp of approval. Don’t worry about how long it takes or how ugly it might seem. It is about you, and your wellbeing.”

sometimes i wonder if im always going to go back to you. i feel bad for all the people i have pushed away for you but my mind won't stop calling your name. i lay awake at night wishing for things to be different, wishing my presence is the one you crave. i pray to whichever God for our paths to cross again and i imagine all the sentences i'll say in an attempt to make you like me again.