Regarding my hiatus I had some time to think and process and I’m not gonna make it a permanent one like I originally said / thought in the moment. I’m gonna be honest and admit I may of been impulsive due to my feelings and the ol’ anxiety getting the better of me that day, and me having not so nice thoughts. Mainly I did not want my negative feelings & mindset to seep into the rpc because it’s my problem to deal with, not yours. It’s not an excuse, I know, but I am genuinely sorry for how I acted bc I feel like I didn’t give much thought to how my friends would feel and I should have just taken a breather before deciding anything, but alas I am a big dummy.

I dunno when I’ll be back fully but I’ll be around here on the dash while I try to ease back into things.

for the future, I am going to be making some changes to this blog which I will announce at a later date. I won’t be remaking again tho.

finally, I just want to thank my good friends for putting up with my nonsense and all the lovely messages. I was legit joy crying over how kind you have been to me and I appreciate more than words can say and tbh friends are one of the main reasons I still enjoy writing silly creatures.