The Pianist

We are sending this to all four accounts to make sure you see this message.  As you are aware we have spoken with you on several occasions about your metagaming and being quite demanding, verging on aggressive at times to characters in the rp and ooc.   Recently we have had more than one complaint about the way you have spoken to people ooc about events in the game, in cases leaving them feeling forced into continuing with plots that they do not want.

We have said many times that we will not tolerate bullying and unfortunately you have not listened to our words or taken on board the messages we have posted in the ooc.  Therefore we have no option now but to ask you to leave the rp with immediate effect. 

While we realise this will be a shock we have to consider the wider picture and what is best for the rp.  We wish you luck in a future rp.

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For anyone who was wondering and can still see this, this was the admins decision. I was given no warning about this whatsoever. I was not talked to about anyone who had messaged them and complained or about being demanding or aggressive with how I spoke to people. Only once about a month or so ago. In that instance I had immediately messaged that person and apologized and spoke to them and had worked it out I thought. The admins had thanked me for being so understanding and mature about it because that’s who I am. That’s how I handle situations. I am completely honest about how I feel. I don’t intentionally attack people. I even put it in my message to make them aware. I feel like in any kind of role play that is how it should be handled. You should be able to go to someone ooc and be able to talk through issues and work it out.

I never intentionally tried to force any plots on anyone. I always ask what they want and what their character wants and work with it. If it hurts me then I am honest about it but it’s still fine. You can’t change if you have more chemistry with someone else. All I ask is for honesty like I give to all of my friends and role playing partners.

To anyone who who had complained about me because understandably I didn’t get any names, I am truly and sincerely sorry if I ever made you felt like I forced anything on you or bullied you. That was far from my intentions. I would NEVER go out of my way to bully anyone. To anyone who thought that I had sent that anon they had posted in the ooc or any other anon that was spoken of I can 100% say that it was not me. This is my escape just like I know it is for everyone here and I would never jeopardize it for anyone. This is me formally apologizing to anyone that I had unintentionally hurt and I sincerely wish that you had come to me and spoken to me about your concerns. I feel horrible that anyone felt that way. I would have told you this exact same thing. I would have worked with you to make things better.

I just wish that I had been given this opportunity to explain myself and to apologize for anything I had done but I wasn’t. I wasn’t given that chance and that hurts. I adored this role play group. I adored all of the friendships that I had made with all of you who can still read this. This was one of my all time favorite role plays that I had been in. I adored all of my characters that I had created and all of the plots that I had with people. I have been going through a really rough time in my life and this was one of the only good things that I had. My dog passed away, my grandfather is in a nursing home and is losing his mind, the guy I really liked just stopped talking to me, my other dog just had a seizure. I suffer from depression and it’s been out of control lately and I made a doctors appointment to try and get it figured out. I was so blind sided with this that I was crying yesterday because I did not want to leave at all. I did not want to lose any of you.

Again to any of you that felt like I had hurt you or forced you into anything I am sincerely sorry and I wish you felt like you could have come to me. I am the most chill and understanding person and I would have tried to work with you to make it better.

I am going to miss all of you sincerely and I wish everyone the best in the future. Thank you for allowing me to write with you and create these friendships and these connections.