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Catholicism is just: believing everyone is worth saving, prayer beads and candles, seeing God in nature, seeing God in yourself, in others, in bread and wine, the sea and the stars are a reflection of our mother, there is divinity in the disgusting, God is not some abstract idea, he is real and touches you physically, he crawls inside you and you are made holy, the dead are your family, you have never felt more loved by God, you have never felt more hated by something else you can’t place, what even is catholic guilt, if this is guilt I’m feeling I never want to be absolved, I need to be forgiven and I already am, the world tells me I don’t need Him, but I’m sick to my bones with the ache of it.