Relapse And Rewind.

You do not spend years with them, watching them dedicated to you, while you’re active on dating apps. You don’t keep them a secret. You don’t forget their birthday. You don’t tell them they’re too much when they just want to talk to you like a normal human. You don’t taunt them with hope of a life you have no intentions on spending with them.

I hope you don’t treat anyone else like this.

You watched me be dedicated to you for years while you were active on dating apps. While I was trying to make you the happiest, you were teasing me with a life together, but simultaneously forgetting my birthday. I was never worth your energy. I’d work 80 hours a week and stay up all day and drive 40 minutes for a few minutes with you. It’s so mean. It’s so unfair.