i'm alive.

every character raven wants to punch for luna. 

murphy- for being a dick to luna (in thread )

emori- for making luna watch her blood kill an innocent person.

abby- for hurting luna, and basically killing her. 

clarke- for being a douche of a person

roan- for being a coward and kicking luna in her sore hip and knocking her out.

miller- for being an awful shot with a gun, and making luna watch nyko die.

jackson- for not being man enough to say no to abby

octavia- do i really have to say why? i mean, luna is her wife, so. i think we all know why right? ( in case you don’t. because she stabs luna in the back, and tells her she isn’t worth saving. )

every character raven wants to punch for herself. 

finn- for cheating on her and lying to her.

murphy- for shooting her, and only apologizing when he thought she was going to die.

emori- for saying shit about her, when she was right there to listen to her.

abby- for torturing her.

clarke- for being a douche of a person

lexa- for not even apologizing when she got it wrong.

indra- for cutting her also. 

shaw- for allowing her to get tortured, because he was a coward

                      of course she had heared about the sky people , the rumours went wild and even though she hadn’t showed herself to her family since she was far too ashamed to admit that she wasn’t able to save her sister ,  it was better to stay low until she just couldn’t any longer. the rumours were wild , that the sky people were dangerous , burnt a whole village down , destroyed her people and yet the seem to expect to be welcomed here with open arms , when they were the intruders , strangers , enemies to them , to the people who lived here. „ war is what we know. war is what we have been raised with and only because you don’t know how to fight doesn’t mean we are the wrong. you are the enemy. “ , costia replied with a soft huff coming from her lips and then there was a chuckle slipping past her lips. „ certainly you must have done something. otherwise we don’t seek blood just for the sake of a war. we are not stupid. “ , she barked back. they were trained to be fighters , of course , trained to be prepared for war all the time , because if you wanted to survive , you had to fight , but coming down here from the sky and being so forward , it was certainly not something she liked about them. ravens words did let her blood boil , it was still lexa , her beloved lexa , the woman was talking about and as much as she might be right , raven had no idea what burden a commander had. the commander was the leader of so many people one wrong decision and the war would be even worse. cosita clenched her jaw , clenching her hands to fists , before she just attacked , her emotions taking the best of her right in this moment , as she pushed raven down with one swift move , knife on her throat and she pressed it against the skin so deep and hard , that red liquid dropped on the tip of the hunting knife. „ jus drain jus daun. “ , she mumured as a grin spread across her lips. „ you think i wouldn’t kill you for what you just said ? for everything you just told me ? “ , she mumured and there was a sfot huff coming from her lips. „ we don’t kill innocence. innocene was long gone before you even stepped on this earth. and talking about innocente. all of you are guilty. all of you destoryed a whole village when you came down. now tell me again about the innocence you killed. “ , she growled. „ it’s better to be feared than loved. “

afterglow.

she couldn’t have expected this; it was so far from any way that she had ever spent an evening and it left her body trembling with something that felt like the most incredible form of shock to her system. her nerves were jumping, tingling under her skin, and even as they parted and moved to sit up more in the soft grass, even as they dressed once more, luna’s body was still feeling those after effects of the way that they had moved together. being with her was unlike anything she had known; society pointed them towards marriage and towards men, and this was neither of those things. she couldn’t keep the smile off of her lips, and even if she managed a little while getting dressed…the softness of the smile was still present in her eyes when she looked at her. she pulled her bottom lip lightly in between her teeth, and there she could still taste raven’s mouth, kisses that had been left on her, the taste of them both where raven had placed her fingers on her own tongue and from luna having traced her own wet fingers against raven’s bottom lip as she kissed her…tasting her too. it was an amazing feeling…she was an amazing feeling, and everything in her life up until now had told her the feeling was a wrong one…but she knew it couldn’t possibly be. once she was dressed it took her a long moment to move from where she was. she wasn’t sure her legs were going to help her much with moving, but she still attempted it even though the idea of remaining close to her was…far more appealing to her. seeing the warm color on raven’s cheeks luna felt less self-conscious of her own blush, she became too captivated with how it looked on raven’s skin and too enthralled. “you made me feel amazing.” she breathes back to her, her smile twitching at the corner of her lips, teeth raking lightly over her lower; 

luna managed to get herself to her feet, knowing that they needed to eat and that required her to move…but she wasn’t sure what they would be able to manage finding; something small might be the best choice, something that would be enough for them without wasting a catch due to it being too much for the two of them, and they didn’t want to draw in predators of course by leaving wasted meat in the area when they wanted to rest here for the night. “maybe we can find something smaller…rabbit or maybe pheasant.” she suggests, some type of smaller animal. “i don’t want us to have to spend the night worrying about coyotes or cougars.” she adds, her eyes glancing over at the tent…knowing that they would be spending the night there together. the very thought of that had her stomach in knots and she smiled to herself more, bringing her eyes back to raven’s. “i can set a snare…and we can see what kind of luck we have.” she moved to her bag on the side of her saddle and dug around, looking for twine so she could set something up in the brush and see if they could catch something small enough for the two of them. raven was stoking the fire up higher, it was getting darker, and that was more needed now for the light it would emit, but not for the heat as luna’s body was still flushed from being with her; something that she enjoyed. she had obtained the twine into her hands when she heard raven’s steps closer and she looked to her eyes, her heart skipping a hard beat in her chest when she closed the space and pressed her lips to hers…how it stilled luna completely. “don’t. i won’t be stopping.” she murmurs, smiling a little wider, a promise in her eyes. “you won’t hear me complaining about it.” she couldn’t possibly; luna leaned in again to kiss her lips once more, this time slower, more tender, but deeper too.

it was something close to the gods above, the feeling that luna had given to her, the way that she had touched her, that feeling of losing to a complete bliss. it was a beautiful feeling, obviously one she had never felt before. the way her body needed her touch, wanted her touch the way that it heated up the way that it was dripping for her. and feeling the way that luna's body felt against her, the way that her own body responded to her own touch. it still had that blush upon her cheeks, her mind unable to not think it over while she was getting dressed once more, taking her time because her eyes were on luna still, watching her getting her clothes on her. raven was biting at her bottom lip, just taking her time looking at her, while she was also then placing her fingers on luna's lips, to let her taste herself, and luna was doing the same for her. it still was amazing at how amazing that was, her body was still going through those feelings, still going through the emotions of it all. which was amazing, she was buzzing with a bliss still, still finding her mind lingering on the way luna's fingers were touching her body the way that her lips were touching on her, and on her skin. her body was still tingling from the way they had moved, her legs all wobbly and shaky also. it just had her smiling her heart skipping beats in her chest while she was looking back at luna, and hearing her words now. "good, because i would want to make you feel amazing more." she breathes out to her, watching her teeth raking over her lip, and she felt a shiver running down her spine just watching her doing this, and it had her licking at her lips, before she was forcing herself to stand, so she could move to get their fire roaring, knowing it was going to get colder soon, the sun was already starting to go down slowly.

heart strings.

all she wanted was for the time with raven to stretch on, for their night to continue into their morning without interruption. she knew no one was likely to bother them; people would be getting started on their own days, but she still locked the door because she knew that she would turn away any distractions when she just wanted this morning with her. luna settled back down on the rug, as raven had called it their bed for now, a mess of one of the blankets beside her she pulled it over her lap and got settled again. nothing was going to pull her away from this room, not any time soon, and she swore she would procrastinate to leave when the time did come. all she could think about it being right here, being close to her. her eyes adjusted some to the sunlight now that they were both up more, so easy to focus her eyes on raven and the way that she moved. their lips met softly and then she was watching her getting herself up to her feet and moving into the kitchen; from where she was she could see her perfectly and she smiled pulling her knees up to her chest and resting her chin upon them, keeping the blanket close and warm in case they needed it when raven came back to her side. for now…she just watched how she moved, and her mind was spinning with thoughts of her, memories of their night together. she could see the tattoo on raven’s back and she smiled more…seeing how much more beautiful it looked even now in the daylight and as she was moving about the kitchen. and that wasn’t even all of what made her smile…they had made promises to one another, they had shared words of wishing to commit to one another, and she was so excited about what that meant for them. she was so excited that she could look at raven and know that she belonged to her, that raven belonged to her too. it was a beautiful feeling, so full of possibilities, elation that tingled through her nerves and stirred her stomach. 

“they better not. i want breakfast with you and i want more time with you.” she murmurs, smiling softly as she watched her, her tongue brushing over her bottom lip. the promise of breakfast was in the making, the promise of more time with her…was what she got even at this moment. she couldn’t take her eyes off of her. “bacon and sausage sounds very good too.” luna admits, now that raven mentions them again, and makes her stomach wake up more at the very thought of it. luna pressed her knees up more to her chest hoping that she could keep her stomach quiet. warmth spread on her cheeks, raven’s words and that smile that she gave to her over her shoulder, luna pulled herself slowly from the floor with the blanket and she stepped closer to her, right up behind her so that the blanket she had wrapped around herself, she could open it up and gently wrap it around raven too. “everything aches…in very amazing ways.” she murmurs, pressing her lips to the top of raven’s shoulder, and then as softly and warmly into the side of her neck. “i love you.” she adds, resting her chin on her shoulder, so that her eyes could peer over and see what raven was making. for a moment she hummed in thought. “two of each.” she answers, because that sounded like the perfect amount to her. “do you need help with anything? i can make us drinks…but i also don’t want to move away from you now that i’m closer again.” she admits, her arms flexing around her, fingers with the blanket soothing over raven’s stomach and her hips. 

she didn't want to move, she didn't want to move away from her, but she had to move away from her. because she wanted to get luna some water, knowing how much they had moved the night before, knowing that she would need to be hydrated. her eyes kept glancing back to luna every now and again, smiling at the memories of the night before, the words that they had given to each other. it had her blushing, and her eyes glistening with happy tears. they had wanted to marry each other, and the soreness on her back was a reminder of how that happened, of what the tattoo on her back had given them. she couldn't wait to see the tattoo, and she knew that her skin would be red and possibly blotchy, but she still couldn't wait to see it. she wanted to see luna's creation on her back, she needed to see it, but she knew her back was being protected by the bandages.  her eyes melting on her while she was looking at her, knowing that she was making her breakfast, and also making sure that there was water there for luna, because again she wanted her to be hyrdrated. they had been resting by the fire, and moving the way they did by the fire, so she knew that they needed water. her eyes looked back to luna, smiling while she heard her words, and she was chuckling, knowing that the both of them didn't want to be interrupted by anyone. she wanted to be able to just rest with her, and enjoy moments together without being interrupted. "i'll be the bad guy and tell them to get out if they do try to come in here." she says, though she knew that luna had gotten up and locked the door so they couldn't just barge in here if they wanted to, they'd have to knock first. she nodded her head when luna told her that bacon and sausage sounded good, and raven was placing the pan on the oven, and placed the sausage and bacon in there together, careful because she knew that the bacon spat out fat, and she didn't want to get hit with it.

ebony.

raven had done so much while she was gone, she hadn’t even realized until she was back here in the lab and with her to see it. they had a room; she had changed some of the things within the office and had made it a room for them, she had made a bed for them that she and raven now got to sleep in together…and even so the couch that they loved so much was still in the space, right there at the end of their bed. she could imagine it being a space where aspen would likely curl up some nights if she found herself not wanting to sleep in her own little room or be by herself and she thought that was perfect, a way for her to be close, and a place where they could all sit together still and watch movies together on the screen on the wall. being gone a week made her feel like she had missed so much, she’d missed raven and aspen, she’d missed the look in raven’s eyes when her eyes were on her, the touch of her hand and the feeling of her skin on hers, her breath on her skin, on her lips. she had missed so many things, and she felt frenzied to drink every ounce in, everything that she had missed. she smiled on raven’s lips, the promise of breakfast or just the idea of it made that smile spread but she knew that at the moment neither of them seemed quite ready to get out of bed. she wasn’t. “i can’t think about that right now.” she murmurs, answering raven’s words about not thinking about getting out of bed. all she was able to think about was her even just laying in bed with her talking to her. luna pressed soft kisses to the side of her neck, her fingertips trailing over her soft skin. “there’s a chance.” she nods. “birds are surviving, i would imagine some other animals are too. the waters have receded some but it’s still here and there are fish in the water.” she didn’t know if perhaps the tides had been out, she had never seen them out so far so she knew that in some way the oceans had been affected by the fires that engulfed the world but she hoped that in time it could recover. all that really mattered to her was that raven was safe and now that her blood was flowing through her, she knew she stood a better chance of being okay out there, and that meant yes…there was a chance that they could go outside and be okay out there. “as long as you and aspen are safe.” she mutters, pressing a soft kiss to her lips as she smiled more. “you made a very solid bed but i wouldn’t be surprised if it had moved some.” she and raven had moved…more than ‘some’ and she couldn’t keep the blush off her cheeks remembering, she couldn’t forget, she could feel the aches in her body from how hungry they had become against one another’s bodies and she loved those aches, she had missed the way that it felt to be with her…and even still knowing how it felt to be with her, they had moved more roughly the night before and so she felt those aches more. luna’s hand slid back into raven’s hair and she pushed strands from her neck so that she could kiss her skin there again. 

“i can still feel how much you missed me.” she teases, and she had missed raven just as much. she hummed on the side of her neck and her hands started to roam her body again, feeling like still she hadn’t touched her nearly enough for her liking; she had missed her that much. “i loved that, moving stronger with you. i missed you so much, sora.” her head came up so that her lips could meet raven’s and she slid her legs softly against raven’s, her breath shaking as she felt raven’s hand running down her back, the touch of her fingers around tighter flesh that made her stomach feel tense and her core ache. her breath only shook harder, as she ran her own hand down between raven’s thighs and slid her fingers through her folds, wetting them, and then running lower to trace tighter flesh too. she had placed the toy between them, there resting warmly against raven’s stomach and pressed to her own where they could feel it; it made her want to feel it more between them, it made her want to feel it moving inside of both of them as they moved together, and she whimpered as her eyes ran down between them to see it there while she was touching her. luna pressed her body closer to her, panting softly on the side of her neck, and as raven pressed her finger inside of her she was sighing on her neck and pushing slowly against her tighter entrance too, slowly pushing one finger inside of her and rolling her wrist gently. “you’re not hurting me.” she pants out, and the last thing that she wanted was to hurt her either. she wanted her body to warm, she wanted to slowly work her body in a little so that they could try something more and she was patient with that. her lips broke on a gasp, raven buried in her and luna’s finger pressing deeply the same. slowly she pumped into her, a few patient times until it felt like she could add a second finger….but she did that more slowly still, carefully, not wanting to hurt her, but rather listening to her soft whimpers to tell her that she was okay as she stretched her further and started to pump into her again. luna could feel her body dripping down the insides of her thighs, she could feel herself dripping to raven’s skin and she moaned below her ear, shivering in her hold.

she had kept herself busy in moments that she couldn't be with luna, but she kept herself close to the computers, in case luna was around. but she wanted to make sure that she came home, not just to the lab where people had hurt her, but to a new place, filled with promise and care and love. because that's what she wanted to offer to luna, was care and love and so much more. now that she was here with her, she didn't want to let her go. she knew that she needed to get them breakfast, knew that luna needed to eat more, considering she couldn't pack a proper lunch or breakfast into her bag while she was out there. she wanted to take care of her, to make sure that she was okay, that she was really safe, and not sick or anything. she smiled though, seeing the smile upon luna's face, and hearing her words. her eyes looking over her face, while her hands were roaming over her body, just mapping her out all over again, because it had been so long since she got to feel her like this, to be close to her like this. "i'm not either, but when you are, i want to make you breakfast. i know you haven't eaten much while you were out there. so i want to make sure that you have plenty in your stomach." she breathes out to her, her eyes closing when she felt luna's lips pressing to the side of her neck, and raven was burying her own face into her neck, breathing her in and pressing a kiss there before she was pulling back to listen to luna's words. "will we be able to get out there? i don't know if it'll be safe to take the rover out there, in case the ground is still damp and it might get stuck and then we lose it if the water does come back." she says to her, knowing there was a chance that they should walk, but with aspen with them it might take longer. though luna had been out there, so before she got ahead of herself and scratched the plans she had already said. she chuckled hearing her words, though she didn't want to move to find out if it had moved, they would find that out when they got out of the bed. "i wanna check, but i'm much too comfortable here to move." she murmurs to her now, her lips pressing to hers. her body was aching from the way she had moved with luna before, and she knew she hadn't hurt her, and raven wasn't really trying to hurt her, she was making love to her, letting her know how much she loved her, how much she needed her. her eyes closed when luna removed some of the strands of hair from her neck, and she whimpered softly when she felt her lips pressing there, her own lips pressing to her curls, breathing her in.

heart compass.

for hours she had watched her sleeping, not moving too much herself because she didn’t want to wake her prematurely, but little sebi had other ideas it seemed, tiny kicks that she could feel under her palm resting on raven’s stomach letting her know that he was waking up too. she smiled seeing raven’s eyes open, and her other hand moved to slide into her soft hair, dragging over her scalp and tucking some loose strands behind her ear. raven’s lips were warm on her ribs and she leaned down to kiss her forehead. “it’s not really just from me.” she says, looking to the small box she had wrapped. “it’s from him, he just needed me to find it for him so that he had something to give to you.” she gently released raven when she sat up more…watching her getting up from the bed and walking across the room. “when it comes to the two of you…always.” luna gave her a soft smile…and then made more room for raven to get comfortable again when she came back to bed. 

“have i ever not been lovey?” there’s jest in her voice because certainly when she was on the deck of the ship and working, giving out orders…she was likely more bossy than she really intended to be and maybe that counted. “with you i mean. have i ever not been with you.” it wasn’t really a question, more of a musing and accompanied with a soft smile as raven was settling back in beside her. luna turned her head to the kiss that was placed on her cheek and though her one hand stayed on raven’s stomach her other moved to her cheek to rest there as she kissed her lips. “you didn’t have to either.” she quips back to her, nose nudging tenderly to hers. “i know….i didn’t want to be away from you in the market when we were there, this is what i was looking for, but when i saw it i needed to get it.” she had needed to be away from her for a little while just long enough to purchase it. she reached to touch the little box raven gave to her, her name carved into it, “it’s beautiful.” she whispers, looking back to her eyes and lingering there, until raven’s words pulled her gaze down to her hand on her tummy still. it was true…her stomach was getting bigger, their son was growing and she smiled rubbing her hand gently there. “i don’t want him to be hurting you.” she murmurs, leaning down she pressed her lips to her stomach. “be gentle with your momma, little one.” she asks of him softly. “gentle.”

she loved waking up next to her always. there was never a finer moment than opening her eyes and seeing luna when she first woke. to be the first thing that her eyes land on. though they closed again when she felt her fingers brushing through her hair now, and she was humming softly before she was pressing a soft kiss to her ribs, breathing her in deeply wanting the scent of her in her lungs. she could feel sebi kicking inside of her and she whimpered softly before she was pressing another kiss to her ribs, pulling back so she could look at her eyes now, smiling softly while she was listening to her. “well, i guess i should thank the both of you for the gift. the boy definitely has been busy, because he’s given you a gift also.” she breathes out to her now, nuzzling softly against her ribs before she was sitting up slowly, walking over toward the dresser across the room so she could bring over the small box that contained the gift in it for luna. she was then moving back toward the bed, wanting to rest back against her mate, and she was pressing a soft kiss to her lips now, wanting to feel them against her own, needing to kiss her, and be kissed by her. she smiled hearing her words, her lips then pressing softly to her forehead. “i love you, you know? so much.” she breathes out to her now, her eyes burning while she was looking at her. “you’re everything to me, luna. you and sebi, but you more importantly. i could just spend the rest of my life laying right here beside you, and i would be so content in doing just that.” she whispers to her now, her own fingers leaving the small box so she could run them softly through luna’s curls, her eyes watching her fingers moving, watching the way those curls were just falling back into place from once they had been resting. 

mothers day.

her head snapped up when raven darted past her, it made her heart slam into her chest…worry crossing her features, confusion, a twinge of panic in her chest thinking that something might be wrong. why else would raven move the way that she had, that quickly. luna’s pulse started to hammer, her stomach twisted into knots. maybe their home was failing them, maybe the system was failing, maybe they weren’t safe…but she thought for certain raven would have told her that first before leaving the room, she thought for certain raven would have told her that and would have asked for her help to correct and see to the problem if there was one…she didn’t think she would shout that she loved her on her way out the door, she likely would have shouted what was wrong. “i love you.” she calls back…maybe a moment too late for raven to have heard her. surely nothing was wrong.

thinking that everything was okay….didn’t quiet luna’s heart, she thought of quickly tucking their babies in and going after her, but then raven was entering the room again just a few minutes later and swallowed weakly. “are you okay…” she breathes out to her, watching raven sit down with him, paper in her hands and then…she saw what she was doing, even not knowing why..she smiled softly watching their little one’s hands be guided into paint and pressed gently to paper and she looked up to raven’s eyes with that soft smile, and with questions too, tender ones because she didn’t understand at first. “mother’s day?” she questions quietly, her smile twitching upon her lips. she reached a free hand to hold their babies’ tiny wrists while raven cleaned them up just to help her if she could, but her eyes were more on raven than anything. luna shook her head softly not knowing the day. “but we’re mothers every day.” she beams softly at her, pride in her eyes, pride for raven…she was an amazing mother. it made her smile how raven explained it, luna captured her bottom lip between her teeth and she looked down at their little ones. “so we help them?” she murmurs, shaking her head softly. “you’re already a gift, and they are.” she adds, her palm placed on her wife’s cheek, she leaned in to kiss her lips softly. “happy mother’s day, sora.” her nose gently nudged hers, and then her eyes looked down at the card raven had placed in her lap with the tiny prints of their children’s hands. “we need to do this again…to hang on the walls. these are so precious.” she smiled more looking at the tiny painted hands. “maybe their feet too.”

tummy time.

over the last week since they’d been born their little ones had become so much more alert, still not entirely but, so much more alert than they had been right after they were born, when their little eyes were more sleepy. they had longer periods now of being awake and watching them, rather than falling asleep every hour or so they would stay awake a little longer to practice their sounds, to try them out. it gave her and raven some time to get to know them more, to witness them more as their little budding personalities were coming more to the surface. now they were more squirmy, at least for short bouts before they would curl up again when the movements of their arms and legs tired them. “they’re still so tiny.” so entirely tiny, not at all bigger than they had been when they were born, if anything they might have dropped a pound or so in the days that followed their births and now they seemed to be right back to their birth weight, but she knew that was because their little bodies had to get used to eating on their own without the constant flow of nutrients through the cord. they made up for it just fine, healthy little cheeks and healthy coloring, they seemed happy and curious and in love when they could see both raven and herself and she knew they were just as in love with their little ones, if not more so because they were their mothers and she knew…no one could love anyone as much as a mother could love their child. both her and raven got to feel that and while they loved one another endlessly…they now learned this different kind of love that was incomparable to anything else ever. so many different ways that luna got to fall in love, with them and even more with raven, with raven as a mother.

beck let out a soft happy sound when luna blew on her tummy and she smiled. “i think so…or something like that. she doesn’t seem to hate it.” she muses, leaning down to kiss their daughter’s tiny toes and her little knees before her eyes settled happily on raven with their little boy, noticing the small frown on his features. it didn’t seem like…a frown exactly, but more…he looked completely perplexed as to what was happening and luna reached her hand to gently soothe over his stomach, deciding it best to let up on attempts to raspberry on him because he wasn’t sure about it and the least they could do was not push. her hand slipped into his to hold his tiny fingers instead and he seemed more content with that, flexing his grip on her while she was watching raven with beck and smiling more, her little squeaks such an entirely happy sound. “say…i just have a lot of opinions, momma.” luna murmurs, looking at bran with a smile, the pad of her thumb rubbing his fingers as he was contently looking at their hands and testing his flexes on her, interested. luna couldn’t help but laugh herself when beck squeaked again, and then focused on her little excited breaths when raven went in to kiss on their son more gently, nuzzling on him and making his head turn away, his nose also bunching up and she noticed why, “oh boy.” she breathes out on a smile, a strand of raven’s hair tickling him and then he sneezed, not once…but twice…before a happier cooing sound left him. “there it is.” luna moved her arms to scoop gently under beck, leaning over to kiss her soft hair before she rolled her to her tummy on the blanket and let her rest there so that she could work on learning how to lift her head. for a moment she just nibbled on the blanket and pouted in protest, fussed before luna lowered herself down more so that beck could see her close by. “we’re right here.”

she could just love on these children all day. to listen to the sounds that they were giving them. well one was giving them, the other was scowling but she could see that he had been smiling, and then he would scowl once more. beck seemed to enjoy the love that she was getting from the both of them, and it had raven smiling, while watching the way luna was loving on the both of them, being able to see her loving on them, and smiling while she was doing that also. it had her happy with her life, happy with the life that they had chosen together. she could never get enough of this, she would never want enough of this. it was a life that they should of had when they had been born, a life that they should of grown up with. children surrounding them, loving parents who would do anything that they could to protect them, and to show them love. this was a life everyone should have together. this was the life that luna should of had, not a life of being trained to be a killer, to be a leader at a young age. that wasn’t a life for anyone. this was the life that they should of had, a life that should of been in their future, that they could think about every day. they should of been able to think about it, how many children they wanted to have when they grew up. thinking about school, and where they want to live when they get older. not this life. not the life of fearing for their lives and wondering if they’re going to live to see tomorrow. her eyes were looking down at their little ones now, seeing how bran was still scowling, hearing beck’s little squeals, while she was also watching luna kissing on them. this was the life they deserved, and she would keep fighting for it. she knew that luna would keep fighting for it also, that she would do anything to keep her family safe, and raven would be right there to protect them all, also. 

heart compass.

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she hadn’t woken her; luna couldn’t dare bring herself to. the sun hadn’t even come up over the sea, only barely did a lighter blue kiss at the horizon…yet she had found herself sitting in bed beside raven where she slept and without disturbing her…she was running her fingertips lightly over the curve of her stomach. the witch knew how to touch without waking her, so often soft touches were given in the night and peaceful sleep wasn’t disturbed unless one of them was aiming to wake the other. luna wasn’t aiming to wake her really…she was admiring, sitting in bed with her back resting against the wall the bed was up against, and watching as her fingers danced gently along the side of raven’s stomach, toying with the light the flickered on the bedside table…calling it to her and making raven’s stomach glow in low light so she could see the silhouette of their tiny son growing within her mate’s womb. 

her lips curved in a tender smile, so quietly she greeted him…only with her touch, as she didn’t utter a word if it might wake raven up too early. but then…sebi seemed to have other ideas once luna coaxed him with a soft ‘tap tap’ of her fingertip; she watched him stretch, she felt his kick under her hand gently…and she knew with as much as he had grown within the last few weeks…raven would no doubt be woken by it. “happy mother’s day.” she murmurs, brown eyes drifting lovingly to raven’s restful face, before she leaned over her and kissed her mate’s cheek…and then down to the side of her neck. beside luna on the bed was a small box, with a delicate satin ribbon, because she had found what she had been searching for in the last port they had visited.

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​“he’s cute. i’m keeping him.” luna says of the little bowtruckle she’s taken into her palm very gently. she had found in him herbology, sneaking around the mandrake roots and trying to blend in to various other potted plants. not one bit of professor sprouts lesson today had been absorbed by her; luna had been far too fascinated with the tiny green creature creeping around, waiting restlessly for the class to be dismissed and the greenhouse emptied of students so that she could attempt to capture him. the hufflepuff was fairly certain her soft words had won him over…or perhaps he was just bored and wanting to see what he could gain from the friendship, so he’d accepted with a fair amount of coaxing and now she just sat staring at him in awe. “they’re native to germany, you know. i used to find them all the time.” she says, smiling at the little creature. luna was proud that she had acquired the ability to spot them, because they were very hard to find most of the time, due to their shyness and slyness.