800 years

𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃'𝓉 𝒾

caylie ❃ twenty-six ❃ she/her pronouns ❃ mdni

occupations: reiner braun apologist & satoru gojo forehead kisser

omg i love wegmans! and raises and free stuff!! i will add it to my list of running options hehehe

HONESTLY I HOPE IT ALL GOES WELL FOR YOU

and tbh there's nothing they can do anyway since you're already set on resigning

it's just kinda weird though that they keep pestering you about it like you're the one that will lose a lot if you compromise like if they want you to stay that badly they should at least be willing to compromise instead but they didn't so oh well

it sucks to be essentially pressured and pestered by a lot of people though, if not outright annoying like at some point it just stops being flattering and more irritating to deal with

i seriously hope it stops soon 😭

anyways this all just means more opportunities for you out in the world!! and i hope it all goes well and you get end up in a super cool super awesome job with a really good salary too!! <3

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LMAO please take care of ur eyes and maybe rest them for just a bit 🩷

but yes EXACTLY like i super appreciate it but you're so right at one point i was like ok you guys are ANNOYING ME i already said what would work for me and you said you couldn't make it happen so END OF STORY!!!!

quality of life is way too important even if they could give me a raise and i appreciate their sentiment but like it will not be hard to find another nice girl to work a welcome desk position lmfao

but sigh thank you so much :') ive been wanting to get out of this industry for a minute now and have realized idrc about my career i just need a job that doesn't suck and pays me a somewhat liveable wage (a lot to ask for in this day and age i know)

congrats on your resignation omg!! i hope you get a new super cool and super chill and nice workplace that pays well too!! :DD

anyways girl i feel you on the commute and everything omg

for my like 1st and early half of my 2nd year of college, i had to get up like around 4 am to get to a class that started like 7-8 am and OH MY GOD the relief i felt when i finally was able to get to move in to a place that was near my campus 😭🙏

cause i calculated the expenses and decided "it's okay! i can survive like a 3 hour commute everyday to get to school! at least it's much cheaper this way!" only to realize later down the hill haha no i can't. that was actually horrible what the hell

(also i just knew if i got any of the dorms near my campus, which mind you were pretty pricey that time, i would NEVER hear the end of it from my mother ☹️)

like i was waltzing into class every morning like a zombie with barely any sleep, and absolutely no food in my system just pure coffee and prayer

still don't get how i lived through that but i'm alive and well now anyway 🙏

i met some friends who were totally cool with me rooming with them since one of their roommates decided to move out so there was an opening for me!! yippee

anyways, so far post college my life has been pretty decent!

i got so lucky cause one of professors at college liked the paper me and my group mates did for our thesis and decided "I want you guys to work for me as my academic research assistants!" so i immediately got a job (hurray!), and it's been pretty chill honestly. just like. there is so much paperwork to be done oh my god..

oh and i've also been studying hard to pass the upcoming psychometrician licensure exam and it's been worrying the crap out of me 😭😭

even though i know i can do it and everyone has been telling me i could but it's just IDK it's still nerve wracking yk?? 😭

i've been kind of stressing lately on applying for med school stuff since yk, it's really expensive. and i was thinking about how long it would take me working until i can finally get in and thinking about all of that future stuff makes me want to puke my guts out from the anxiety

just hoping for lady luck to not leave my side right now and smooth sailing atp 🤞

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the gag is i don't even feel important at work like 😭😭😭 set me free!!

but omg so you TOTALLY get it, i was the same way when i was routing my commute and i was like ok that won't be too bad but seeing it on a screen is soooo different than actually living it i was dying

but im so glad things are working out for you after graduation!! finding a place and a job are top most stressful things post grad so im SO glad those things came relatively easy for you!!!

- 🍄🪷

(yes it's me i'm back from the dead omg)

omg HIIIIII how has life post graduation been???? i hope you're doing super well!!

and ok ok ok ok, context: i put in my resignation for the job i started in June bc im commuting 3 hours a day, 5 days a week and it is KILLING me

so i officially resigned on tuesday and everyone has been super nice and understanding! i gave them ample notice and was super professional about it. but today my boss came up to me and was like hey, the deputy director actually really likes you as an employee and wants to know if there's a $$ amount that would keep you here

and i was like, omg im so flattered, i will think about it! (kinda knowing full well that unless they paid me like 100k a year ((which they absolutely wouldn't)) then there's not really an amount that would make my commute better.

so she leaves, comes back a little later and is like "ok actually they want me to come up with some creative way to keep you here" and we were both like ??? what the heck does that even mean. and i can kinda tell that the powers that be are putting pressure on my boss to make it work. but ultimately it's the commute that is the problem, nothing else! so we come up with a hypothetical that if i can WFH twice a week, then i would stay. (and i knew they would say no to this lol but worth a shot)

sooooo she leaves, comes back, and surprise surprise, big boss said no WFH. im like, okay, that's that then! but then they're trying REALLY hard to see if a pay increase would make me stay. like pestering and pestering me and while i am so grateful i have made an impact on them, it is getting overwhelming!

like i felt such a relief when i submitted my resignation and ofc i was sad to go and disappoint people but also i didn't think it would be like THIS! at this point if you love me let me GO!!!!!!!

so overall i am overwhelmed bc while i would love to accept more money, it's not gonna change the fact that my commute is WAY too long. im on the early shift as of now (7-3:30) and wake up at 4:30 and get home at 5, then if i want good sleep i have to be in bed by 9 and even that isn't enough sleep for me. and then come august i will be on the later shift (9:30-6) and i won't get home til 7:30!

and i do commute with public transit but me driving in wouldn't make it any better because no matter what schedule i have, traffic is going to be bad for me at least once a day because im commuting into the city.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im still here til the end of the month but i literally feel like this