Eden

chat………be honest is it gay of me to be in love with my girlfriend after about 5 months

not only did someone dump all of new york city’s snow on my car (not even joking i couldn’t find my car for 10 mins bc there was NO car JUST snow) someone stole my shovel. and i work 1-2 hrs away by car. my ass is on a train carrying a shovel for a 2+ hour commute home. car is not close to being able to move it. neighbor doesn’t like how i’m shoveling but isn’t helping. had to cancel my appointments on friday. only have my parents and sister and they are in different states and my mom is sick. shoveling 10 ft of snow is all up to me. i’m learning a lot about me. like im superman.

avoidants deserve love too (i say as i actively fight against every instinct trying to make it work with this person)

new love is blind season dropped today. havent watched it since season 7 but i think i have to tune in. mostly bc the girl i’m *seeing* started watching it to talk to me about old seasons. so it’s kinda fitting. we’ll watch it together

didn’t watch the survivor 49 premiere….someone tell me what i missed!!!

insanely in love with music (specifically rock, punk, punk rock, punk pop, alternative) but never was into bandom lore like that. until i went down a rabbit hole. now im deep into bandom fanfiction. and its so good. why did i limit myself from this joy. you guys go crazy and i go crazy for it.

entering my poetry arc……..the poems are either super depressing or super horny considering i’m probably on the ace spectrum

austin is so evil why’d he laugh so hard

if amaya has no fans im DEAD. my sister and i are GONE.

most days i’m happy with how i look but then i get sad bc i feel like i can’t tell anyone irl that i use any pronouns (they/he/she) bc i present way to feminine in the world & ppl already struggle not to perceive me as just a woman when they first meet me (without they them i use they/them & she/her)

i have plans (spending time with my sister & getting taco bell) that i cannot share with you right now because the haters (my sister) will sabotage me

dare i say i think a p a r t of the reason i feel like the hate some of the islanders have been getting is so bad is bc of how good the last season was.