Istg if people see the toxic relationships in my dhmis au as romantic... one more time...
AGHHHH I'M NOT A PROSHIPPER, I HATE THOSE. I'm not gross, I'm not weird in THAT sense of weird OMFG why do I even explain WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO MAKE 7192719 COMICS OF THOSE CHARACTERS TO FULLY EXPLAIN THEIR LORES AND WHY THEY ARE LIKE THAT TO EACH OTHER
Every day. Every fucking day I'm more scared that people see me as a proshipper just because I, for once in my life, want to write complex characters.
I'm not defending them. I draw them a lot of times to work on them too because SURPRISE I hate writing the whole thing and drawing is easier.
And when it comes to explaining, I SUCK!!! The whole thing is in my mind and since I barely talk to people every day, I suck at transmiting my thoughts through communication. Worse: english isn't my native language
I don't want to put excuses but I want to explain why I do everything that I do. I wish I could draw without feeling guilty that people will think that I like "problematic ships" and stuff AND NOOOO I FEEL SO GUILTY IF I EVER DID THAT I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF THAT I'M NOT LIKE THATTTT 😭😭😭💔😭💔💔😭💔😭😭💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭💔
