It's almost winter break and my brain still doesn't notice it. I haven't touched a single book. I haven't studied any topic. I feel like... I'm just existing
Yeah, I go to work and I keep myself busy making merch but it's like omg... It's been half a year already and I still can't believe the pressure from school is gone... And now it's in my hands, it's my decision if I want to start university.
Which... I'm not that interested after seeing all of my friends complaining about it, and after people being disappointed at my choice of what I want to study...
It's like having something pending but I don't think I'll ever be able to complete. I'm repulsed by the idea of completing it...



















