Hey guys! I just wanted to let you all know that I'm trying to get back on board with my fics this year! Here's a (tentative) list of the order they'll be updated 😊
● A Brother's Duty Ch. 4
● With Eyes Painted Red Ch. 4
● the flight of birds Ch. 2
● Words At Twenty Paces Ch. 6
● With Eyes Painted Red Ch. Ch. 5
Thanks to all my readers who have stuck patiently around ❤️❤️❤️
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I know it's been a while. I'm really terrible when it comes to any sort of social media, so I'm sorry for the silence. And I know myself well enough to say it will definitely happen again 😅😅😅 However, I just had a bit of a view-shift on Itachi and I wanted to share it with you guys to see what you think!!
So much of Itachi’s characterization comes from when he was under Edo-Tensei, since it's when we see him finally drop his mask and his lies. And from these scenes, Itachi is seen to be extremely loyal to Konoha—so much so, that it actually calls into question whether Sasuke is actually more important to Itachi than the village, like Obito claimed, since he seems to prioritize the village over Sasuke over and over again. He shows a blind loyalty to Konoha in his last scenes, refusing to see any of the massacre as Konoha's fault. He outright ignores his distraught brother, who is chasing after him, refusing to even talk to him at first, because stopping the Edo Tensei is more important to him.
But it suddenly occurred to me—Itachi was under Kotoamatsukami's control the ENTIRE TIME during these scenes.
And what was the command Kotoamatsukami placed him under? Protect Konoha.
Itachi breaking out of Kabuto's control when under the Edo Tensei is treated like him freeing himself from control completely. Like he's free to act completely on his own free will now. But he isn’t. He's under the command to protect Konoha—a command that feels exactly like his own, since Kotoamatsukami is meant to be an incredibly powerful genjutsu, one that works so subtly that the one under it's spell doesn't even realize their beliefs have been altered in any way.
I still believe, even without the Kotoamatsukami, Itachi does possess a loyalty to Konoha that is a bit blind and brainwashed. We were shown this about him from an early age, and it makes sense for his character with how he grew up. But I have to wonder how much of his beliefs and actions during his reunion with Sasuke — him completely ignoring Sasuke and refusing to stop to talk, him still proudly declaring himself "Itachi Uchiha of the Leaf" at the end — were influenced by him being under Kotoamatsukami's command?
Maybe, if he hadn't been under the compulsion to protect Konoha, he would have been much more warmer toward Sasuke in those scenes. More willing to stop and speak with him. Maybe, he might’ve even showed some understanding about Sasuke’s anger toward Konoha.
Maybe the opinions Itachi gave on Konoha in those final scenes with Sasuke... weren't fully his genuine opinions. Maybe he did harbor some doubts, some resentments, toward the village for their actions.
Decided to re-watch some naruto shippuden while working on fic tonight... and just got to that part where Naruto learns from Tsunade and Jiraiya that Sasuke killed Orochimaru. And when they tell Naruto that Sasuke is now going after Itachi instead of coming back home, and Naruto scoffs in anger and says "that again," like Sasuke wanting to go after the man who traumatized him and slaughtered his entire clan is some petty grudge he's being childish about...
It's such a small moment, and I totally forgot about it. But now I am once again filled with extreme indignation with how Naruto’s narrative treated Sasuke’s anger, which at this point was completely and totally justified 😡
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Just bought this at the mall today! I'm hyperfixating on Itachi for once instead of Sasuke, for some reason. I have no doubt it'll run it's course and I'll go back to hyperfixating on Sasuke... but in the meantime, who wants Itachi-centric fic?? 😁😁😁
I'm sorry for being so MIA on here, guys! I think I've said it before, but I have a bad habit of forgetting I have a tumblr until I go to update one of my stories 😅
Anyway, I'm happy to say that after 2 years of it going untouched, I'm finally feeling inspired to write the last chapter of With Friends Like These. I've written half the chapter in the past week, and I'm hoping to get it finished and posted within the next two 😁
Here's the first scene of the chapter given to you early, since it's been so terribly long:
Sasuke runs faster than he’s run in his entire life.
The soles of his shoes slap loudly against the stone floor, the sound bouncing and ricocheting off the walls of the narrow corridor. There’s a sharp, stabbing pain in his side, in the space between his ribs, but he ignores it and pushes forward despite the lack of oxygen he’s managing to pull through his lungs. Despite his pounding heart, a part of it still screaming at him to turn around and go back.
Back to where Kakashi is fighting—his extreme skill and experience rendered practically useless against the likes of Obito Uchiha. There’s no way Kakashi can hope to best him, not without Sasuke to back him up.
He's going to die.
Sasuke bites the inside of his mouth, hard enough to taste blood. He wishes, just for this moment, that he could go back to when he was seventeen—back to when he didn’t care about anyone except his brother. It would be easier, that way. It would hurt so much less.
Sasuke owes Kakashi so much—for everything he’s done for him. But Sasuke has always been selfish, and so once again, he chooses Itachi. He’s always chosen Itachi over everyone else, even when Itachi hasn’t chosen him.
I’m sorry, Sasuke thinks. And prays, by some miracle, that his sensei survives.
He forces the guilt away—shoves it somewhere deep down in his chest where it can no longer influence thoughts and decisions. Instead he focuses on the desperate pull in his chest that is somehow guiding him. The one that’s blaring his brother’s name at him like a siren—
Itachi, Itachi, Itachi, Itachi—
Something has happened. Itachi is hurt somewhere, is dying, and Sasuke can’t explain how he knows this but right now he doesn’t care. All that matters is reaching him.
Sasuke refuses to lose him again. He can’t.
He skids sharply around the corner as he reaches the end of the hallway. He catches a flash of blonde hair and blue eyes widening, but he’s running too fast to stop himself in time—he collides with the person in front of him, a brutal smack followed by a surprised yelp, and both of them are knocked to the floor.
Sasuke catches himself on his elbows, wincing as the impact reverberates through his entire body. He blinks his vision clear.
Deidara is on the ground across from him, also blinking and grimacing in pain. “Ow! What the hell, man? Watch where you’re going!” He glances down at his arm, which got scraped up by the fall and is now bleeding sluggishly. He looks back up at Sasuke with a glare. “Look what you did!”
He shoves his bleeding elbow into Sasuke’s face. Sasuke shoves it away. “Where’s Itachi?” he demands.
The other Akatsuki member scowls at him. “'I’m so sorry, Deidara, for knocking you over. Are you alri—‘”
“Just tell me where he is! The two of you went off together to find Konan!”
“Yeah, and we split off from each other! Like I want to spend anymore time than necessary with that asshole! Seriously, what the hell—”
With a scowl, Sasuke pushes himself to his feet. He ignores the new soreness throughout his body. “Which direction did he go in?”
Deidara looks ready to snap at him again, but he looks at him and something on Sasuke’s face must give away the seriousness of the situation. The indignation flickers, replaced by uncertainty and concern.
“Why? What's happened?”
“I don’t know, but he’s hurt—badly, I think.”
Deidara pushes himself off the floor, wincing slightly and brushing off his black and red cloak. “How do you know?”
“I just do. Which direction?”
Deidara looks unhappy with that answer. Most likely he assumes Sasuke is lying and not wanting to explain, rather than the truth that he genuinely has no idea how he knows. He just does. But Deidara presses his lips into a thin line and nods.
“Alright. Come on, this way. We’ll find him.”
They turn around and begin going in the direction that Deidara just came from. They don’t run, like Sasuke was earlier, and Sasuke has to bite down on the desperation that makes him want to snap at the other man to hurry the fuck up. But they’re walking at a quick, urgent pace, Deidara’s longer legs causing his paces to be bigger than Sasuke’s. Sasuke is forced into something near to a jog.
“What happened to you?” Deidara asks.
Sasuke frowns. “What?”
“Your clothes—they’re ripped. They weren’t before, so it’s not from fighting with Sasori. Did you fight someone else?”
Observant of him. Sasuke clenches his jaw. “Obito knows.”
Deidara’s mouth drops open, panic in his eyes as he jerks to a halt. “What? Oh fuck—”
“Which is why we need to find my brother now! Okay? Because Obito knows he’s a traitor—he knows you are, too—”
“Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck. This is all your fault, Uchiha. You’ve dragged me into your shit—"
“Me? You’re the one that attacked Hidan!”
“You killed him!”
“Because of you—!”
Sasuke cuts himself off as they round the corner. His breath leaves him, a sharp, choked gasp sucked through his teeth. His feet come to an abrupt halt as the blood in his veins turns to ice.
Beside him, Deidara freezes as well. Eyes wide. “Shit. Is that…?”
Deidara’s eyes are locked in the center of the room, where a broken, misshapen shape is barely visible in the dark. It’s Kakuzu, his body so shredded and disfigured that he’s barely recognizable. A bloody heap of flesh, surrounded by scorch marks and discarded weapons that tell tale of a battle.
But Sasuke—
Sasuke looks right past the sight. His eyes are on another body, a bit further into the room and more to the left. His Sharingan swirls to life, allowing him to see clearer in the darkness. Dark hair—purple, bloody fingernails against the gray stone floor—
Itachi.
It takes a second for him to fly across the room, for him to fall to his knees by his brother’s side. Something thick and wet immediately soaks through the fabric of his pants—blood, from the deep wound that’s sliced through his brother’s chest. The metallic, coppery scent is heavy in the air.
“Nii-san,” Sasuke says. “Nii-san!”
Itachi’s face is deathly pale. He doesn’t respond to Sasuke’s voice. Sasuke’s hands shake, his heart hammering painfully against his ribs, as he pulls the ripped fabric of the Akatsuki cloak back to get a better look at where the blood is all coming from.
He remembers two fingers against his forehead. Dragging a line of wet blood down his face.
(Forgive me, Sasuke. But this is it.)
No. No, no, no, no.
He’s on his side. One of his arms stretched out, fingers smearing blood against the floor, like he was trying to drag himself forward. Sasuke shifts his brother’s body slightly, his head lolling against Sasuke’s folded knees. There’s blood on his lips, and it makes another spark of panic go off in Sasuke’s chest.
Deidara drops down next to him. “God. Is he dead? Who did this to him? Kakuzu?”
There’s actually a thread of something close to fear in the blonde’s voice. Curious, considering how many times he’s expressed a desire to kill Itachi himself. Deidara cares, despite how vehemently he denies it, and any other time Sasuke would never let it go without comment—but right now it barely registers.
His trembling fingers shove Itachi’s hair aside to press against his neck. He finds a pulse there—slightly too slow, but undeniable proof of life.
Sasuke releases a breath. “He’s alive. For now. Help me stop the bleeding.”
“With what?” Deidara demands. “I don’t carry a medical kit with me! Fuck, fuck, fuck—"
“Shut up,” Sasuke snaps. Deidara’s panic is only making his worse. The momentary relief that Itachi is alive is quick to fade, the previous fear returning as he takes stock of the situation—of Itachi’s injuries, probably too serious for them to treat even with the proper supplies.
Sasuke strips off his Akatsuki cloak. He balls it up and presses it to Itachi’s chest in a pathetic attempt to stem the blood flow. “Who here knows medical ninjutsu? Anyone?”
Deidara grimaces. “Sasori.”
“That’s all?”
“It’s not usually an issue! Konan knows a bit of battlefield surgery, I think—Leader-sama, too—but this might be too much even for that. And we still don’t know if Ane-san’s managed to get him on our side, so he might be trying to kill us too…”
Great, Sasuke thinks. The only person with the capability to possibly save Itachi’s life in time is the same person that Itachi kicked through one of Sasuke’s portals less than half an hour ago.
He takes a breath. Looking down at his brother and resisting the urge to flinch at the blood on his lips. Unless Itachi bit his tongue or sliced the inside of his mouth on his teeth, that blood meant internal bleeding. Likely a punctured lung.
He brushes the bangs from Itachi’s face. “It’s okay,” he says shakily. “You’re going to be okay. I won’t let you die again, I promise.”
He turns his head to look at Deidara.
“I’m going to retrieve Sasori. I need you to stay here with him while I do.”
Deidara’s mouth drops open. “Wh—Me? No way!”
“It’ll only take a few minutes. I’ll be right back.”
“But what if he dies?!”
“Then make sure he doesn’t!” Sasuke yells back. Leaving his brother is the last thing he wants to do—but unless Sasuke can get him help, there’ll be no saving him. All Sasuke will be able to do is sit here and hold his hand while his life slowly fades away.
No. Itachi will live this time. He has to.
Deidara grimaces. He looks down at Itachi’s bleeding body, then back to Sasuke. “Okay, okay, fine! Just—hurry the hell back, you brat!”
Sasuke slides out from under his brother. His bloodstained hands, holding the wadded-up cloak tightly against Itachi’s chest, are replaced by Deidara’s. He stands up, pushing his hair out of his face and the rings in his left eye whirling as the power activates.
A portal opens up in mid-air. Beyond, Sasuke can see miles upon miles of desert—the same plane of existence where he trapped Sasori. Taking one last glance at Itachi, sending up a prayer, he steps through the portal and leaves the two of them an entire dimension away.
His feet land in the sand. The portal closes behind him.
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Just finished all four chapters of this new fic, so I’m beginning to post it now! Hope you guys like it!
Also, I’ve finally begun working on finishing the last chapter of <i>With Friends Like These</i>. It’s about time, after over a whole year 😂 but it should be up soon, and I’m looking forward to finally completing the story :)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Hey guys! I know I’ve been absent for a while, and I’m sorry about that! I took a bit of a mental health break from tumblr and from writing. But I’m back with another chapter of this story 😊❤️
okay okay, thank you for asking this because I'm like obsessed with personality typology. it's one of my adhd hyperfixations 😁 Now, I did have to do some research for this to refresh my memory, because I'm more familiar with the Enneagram than with Myers-Briggs. I've totally figured out Itachi and Sasuke's MBTI before, but it was a while ago and I didn't remember as much about that as I did about their enneagram types (Itachi a 1w9 and Sasuke a 3w4, in case you were curious)
So, MBTI types. In my opinion, Itachi is a INFJ ("The Advocate") and Sasuke is an INTJ ("The Architect"). Here's a bit on why.
Itachi - INFJ:
INFJs are idealistic and principled, caring deeply about integrity and doing what they believe to be right - but their own personal beliefs, according to THEM, not according to society or other people. (Itachi definitely fits this - following his own beliefs on what is "right," truly believing he's doing good despite other people having different perspectives he needs to consider. This is all done in a genuine desire to help and improve things, but he doesn't consider the possibility that his worldview might not be entirely correct)
INFJs, because of their deep inner lives, often feel at odds with the rest of the world and feel like they're different from others. They are troubled by injustice and feel compelled to find solutions to cure the world of its unfairness (i.e. Itachi's desire to find a way to put an end to wars and have peace).
INFJs can be extremely sensitive when their personal beliefs/principles are called into question, becoming defensive or dismissive of other opposing viewpoints. They're perfectionistic, and their reluctance to be emotionally vulnerable and ask for help leads them to create distance in their close personal relationships. They also often have very grand, but imprecise goals that they struggle to turn into reality (Itachi wants peace in the village and the world, but his ideas on how to reach this goal are very opaque and imprecise. He struggles to break this large, idealistic goal into steps that actually make it achievable)
Onto Sasuke now - INTJ:
I think, when typing Sasuke's personality, it's important to remember that for the majority of the series, he's suffering from very clear trauma and ptsd, so this affects how his personality presents itself. Sasuke is an INTJ, but he's one that can be very unhealthy - displaying the INTJ's negative traits more prominently than the positive ones.
INTJs are extremely capable, ambitious, and independent. They question everything, preferring to find their own way of doing things rather than going along with everyone else. They are single-minded and driven in their goals, and won't abide by people who attempt to slow them down by enforcing seemingly pointless rules or offering poor criticism. They often prefer to act alone, without asking for others input.
INTJs believe they can accomplish anything they set their minds to, their strong self-confidence often attracting others to their sides and causing them to be admired. But they also may be more cynical about people in general, believing most of the people around them to be mediocre and unmotivated. (i.e. Sasuke's feelings toward Naruto, Sakura, and the rest of his classmates)
INTJs are single-minded. Little patience for things they deem unimportant, and prioritize rationality and success over being pleasant and polite. They value truth and depth, and may come across as rude or offensive when they're only trying to be straightforward and honest. They prefer to surround themselves with people who share their priorities and ideals, as social relationships with people not on their same wavelength can seem pointless to them
They can be arrogant, unwilling to accept useful input from people they believe to be intellectually inferior. Dismissive of emotions, overly-critical, combative against regulations and authority.
Their relentless need to prioritize rationality over emotion can lead to feelings of isolation and disconnection from others, to the point where they might discard their personal relationships altogether, dismissing the value of them. (i.e. Sasuke with Team 7 when he abandoned Konoha, and later on with Team Taka as well).
The thing is "Sasuke is an idiot" only works if you acknowledge that all of his ambitions and motivations are grounded solidly in logic and all of his actions make sense and maybe if you don't treat his righteous anger and justified revenge with respect you don't get to say "Sasuke is an idiot" because you don't get that he's an idiot because he constantly undervalues his own life and is willing to give every part of himself to achieve his goal which, yes, can get comical in the sense that he's way too intense but it's also uhhh just fucking sad at the end of the day.
"Sasuke is an idiot" but he's also fucking smart and rational. Those things are not contradictory
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