in love with psithurism

"I have never been anything but lost, and that terrifies me the most."

You can't erase your emotions;

You could say

If life is such a wonderful gift, why does it feel like such a fucking burden?

Death is an old friend, whose impact was, transformative and irreversible.

I hate how I'm left with feeling like I'm a worthless piece of dust while the ones that made me feel like that strut off like nothing ever happened.

Humans scare the shit out of me.

Not knowing why it hurts, is the real pain.

I feel like I'm dying inside Why do I seem crazy? Someone save me  You can't blame me  It's my ADHD, yeah

I'm alive to this day, out of pure spite.

Say you won’t be tired of the screaming, the crying, the fighting, the lying, the trying to push you away, then begging for you back, the same day