i am currently 21 years old. i discovered reality shifting in around 2021/22, though i wasn't fully actively shifting throughout that time. i took a lot of long breaks in between.
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ą this blog includes: reality shifting, fandom-related posts and reblogs, personal ramblings and rants, other unspecified content
ą my blog is mostly just...everything, i guess? well, perhaps not everything. but it's not a strictly shifting blog. expect lots of random stuff.
ą i sometimes reblogs nsfw posts. minors, consider yourselves warned.
ą i tag any even vaguely shifting-related post i make as #ness's shifting diary. posts in which i talk about random stuff, vent or am complaining about something are almost always tagged as #ness's bullshit. reblogged dividers and pngs are tagged #dividers and #pngs, respectively. scripting posts are reblogged under #scripting inspo.
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ą i am polish and as such, polish is my native language. i am also somewhat fluent in english, though not by any means perfect.
ą i am a cis (closeted) lesbian.
ą i don't care much about or believe in astrology myself but if you're curious...i am a pisces sun, libra moon and cancer rising.
ą i have a love-hate relationship with arcane (netflix animated show)
ą my favorite colors are blue and pink. bonus points if it's turquoise, cyan or light pink/light blue gradient. i also like purple a lot.
ą other things i like: toh, sunsets, late spring, cats, my lovely mutuals, sweets in general (i have a giant sweet tooth), kopalnioki (silesian anise-mint/herbal rock candy), inside (game)
ą what's with the "shiftblr dictator" thing? months ago, my mutual beefed with someone and got an anon calling her that. and i was like "that sounds cool. can i use that title?" and my mutual agreed.
ą i am a christian...i guess? not particularly religious but catholic-raised and i believe in God.
ą my social battery is often low, so sorry if i try to befriend then kinda phase off one day. it's nothing against you, i just don't have energy to deal with more than one person at a time. sometimes, i don't even have energy for that. my life is pretty boring, so me "ghosting" you will 80% of the time mean that i wanna talk but have nothing to talk about.
ą possible future cat blog - @worldoftosia-blog
ą alts: @eclipsemaiden and @lost-in-between-blog
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ą currently don't have a main dr
ą haven't shifted yet (not true, we shift all the time...so more accurately, haven't consciously shifted yet)
ą (i think) my first dr was a hogwarts dr, in which i was draco's twin. quite basic, i know.
ą i won't lie, i am quite inconsistent with my shifting journey. my attention span makes me abandon or forget about my drs often. or makes me lose motivation.
ą i don't hate on shifting using loa or loa itself, it's just not my cup of tea. (sidenote: if you think, that loa is the ONLY way to shift...get away from me. i automatically dislike you.). some loa shifters? now, that's another story.
ą regarding the whole "race-changing" discourse on shiftblr/in the shifting community, I would not describe myself as an anti but sceptical. while I cannot fully consider myself as completely against it, i think many white/non poc shifters might have an unworked racial biases/assumptions rooted in racism without realizing. i am also concerned at the tendency of shifting community to brush off the voices of poc expressing their discomfort.
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ą despite knowing that dni lists are inneffective, i still consider them useful as a tool to set boundaries. as well as signalling lack of acceptance for harmful beliefs. although for anyone reading this, i would like to remind you...dni lists can be used against you. if you put down your triggers in your dni, a person with bad intentions might use that knowledge against you. keep that in mind.
ą dni if you are: misogynist, racist, homo/transphobic, pedo/map, pedo supporters, conservative, terf, trump supporter, zionist/zionism apologist, anti-shifter, pro-harassment or present any other type of bigotry.
ą if you support hrrtshape/emmanation, then block me. i don't want to interact with you. fuck it, don't come near me if you used to defend her even.
ą i use the block button liberally.
ą i block completely blank blogs.
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eating disorders and abortions are two things that are like, spoken about in most mainstream discourse as though they are pretty rare and aberrant, but then when youāre actually friends with a lot of women you come to find out that they are extremely extremely common and kind of banal & mundane
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Listen I get it but you CANNOT use "sensory nightmare" as an excuse to avoid essential things. You HAVE to find a way to make it work, such as finding effective alternatives. But you can't just avoid it.
You need to eat some vegetables in your diet or you will become a lich.
You have to wear a life jacket or you will literally drown and die.
You need to be able to exist in public spaces with children.
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But can you see it too? The way the skies are turning blue
The 4th Unwritten Land: Think about peak pandemic time.. You are in lockdown, which bed are you choosing? LMAO Thatās the idea of my waiting room! its an apartment with different types of bedrooms and landscapes, based on those peak videos from pandemic because thereās just something so soothing about them, it makes me feel so nostalgic and comfortable in a way that I wanted to imitate it in a dr! It might also be that I long for a place where all that I do is sleep but anyways
What bedrooms does the Half Nights Waiting Room offer? Iāll show you around
buckle up cause the apartment is BIG:
First of all: The Living room and kitchen
(I couldnāt find a picture of the living room that represented what I wanted entirely š)
This is part of the normal apartment, thereās a view to a city (which city? I guess weāll never find out). The only door outside is to the fire escape, but I never use it, and if I order something to eat, itāll be left outside for me to pick up. The hours are from 4pm to 2am in this apartment (as you can assume, I donāt like mornings lmao). Thereās not much to it, a kitchen, a common living room, and such things as clothes or bathrooms are in each room, as well as a vinyls + record player with themed music of my choosing per room
In general, the beds of the rooms have the comfiest blankets, pillows and mattresses, while also it is always cold enough to use a blanket because I love sleeping in blankets lol, they also count with a lot of pillows and 10000% guarantee of sleeping (and without pain lol, my chronic back pain is not coming to this sorry not sorry). Let's get started on the 11 (yes you read it right) rooms the Half Nights WR has to offer!
(Also I didnāt get creative on the names cause genuinely I didnāt know what to name them.. anyways)
2nd Also! I couldn't put dividers on each room because I got to the maximum capacity on pictures, so, sorry for that
The Beach Room
Sound familiar? Not the one in my East Coast dr! this oneās smaller, less aesthetic and more focused on sleeping lmao, as we said, this wrās purpose is me sleeping, so this is falling asleep with a view to the eternal blue and the natural sound of the waves
Music? Elizabeth Cape ep by Noah Kahan, Makeout City, Beach Vacation, Current Joys, and āFolkloreā by Taylor Swift
The Meadow Room
Thereās two parts to this one, the room next to a meadow, and then when you open the window/door, you have a bed in the middle of the meadow (in which I did script that no bug was gonna bother/harm me, Iām a little scared thatās all š ), you can see some bunnies and deer from time to time, if you wanna feed them, thereās a drawer in the room for food for them! Thereās also lavender lemonade and a lot of tea for me
Music? The Oh Hellos and Sleeping At Last
The Sunset Room
In this room, it is eternally sunset as the name says. I donāt sleep much in this one, I do more scrapbooking, putting music, watching something or paint! Thereās also either tea or iced coffee available at all times
Music: nothing specific, I normally put anything since Iām awake
The After-Sunset Room:
A room thatās always on the aftermath of a sunset, from pink to purple, this is my second favorite room because it makes me feel nostalgic,
Music:
āOdysseyā album by Home, or in general their whole discography
On The Nature of Daylight - Orchestra Version by Max Richter, Baltic Sea Philharmonic, Kristjan JƤrvi,
Current Joys, Duster, Dream Ivory, and Makeout City
The Blue Room:
it is always blue hour here, deep blue covers the sky. My favorite room because to me blue hour is not only the most nostalgic hour but is also the one that gives me an urge to sleep lmao
Music?
Specifically āthis feelingā by Ćneheart, but their whole discography too,
Dream Ivory, Duster, Lord Huron and some songs from Makeout City
The Purple Room:
This one seconds the blue one, these two rooms are the ones that I'd visit the most, idk, there's something about them. You might want to ask, isn't this the same as the after sunset one? Nope because there's no pink in this one in the sky, it's just purple AND it is misty
Music?
Specifically āthis feelingā by Ćneheart, but their whole discography too,
Dream Ivory, Duster, Lord Huron and some songs from Makeout City (basically same as blue hour)
The Rainy Room
In this room, it is always light raining, not thunderstorm, just light rain. With a natural sound of rain and big windows, I fall asleep instantly lol
Music: I have a playlist for this one, it includes instrumental Fine Line and some songs by Gibran Alcocer, Duster, and Bon Iver among others
The Thunder Room
Now, this is the one with the thunderstorm, and also the one I visit the less š , I like thunderstorms for sleeping but not always š
no music for this one, just rain (or maybe movie instrumentals, I listen to those a lot)
The NYC room
Based on a NYC apartment in the night in a very high apartment, higher than any around it. Aka if any room could fit into the vibe of what the living room and the kitchen is, this would be the one
This one also doesnāt have any specific music
The Forest Room
A room in the middle of a mountain in the woods, sound familiar? Yeah, itās like my Whispering Pines room, but here Iām just sleeping, also the rooms look different šāāļø
Music?
On The Nature of Daylight - Orchestra Version by Max Richter, Baltic Sea Philharmonic, Kristjan JƤrvi,
Bon Iver, Lord Huron, Gregory Alan Isakov
The Cabin Room
A room in a cabin at night, this one has the biggest bed out of all of the rooms just cause š(it's the two-beds-in-both-pics-combined kind of long), thereās a fireplace and freshly baked cinammon rolls on the table
Music:
On The Nature of Daylight - Orchestra Version by Max Richter, Baltic Sea Philharmonic, Kristjan JƤrvi,
Bon Iver, Lord Huron, Gregory Alan Isakov, Novo Armor and Sleeping At Last
So there it is! this is my waiting room! It might genuinely be that I'm just craving sleeping without any burden but anyways, this took me too long to put together (i get lazy on scripting big stuff, and doing 11 rooms + description of the living room was crazy)
Also I love how I wrote as if I had already been there (manifest manifest manifest) I haven't yet but it feels like a home lol
Lyric: Dream, Ivory by Dream, Ivory
Taglist! @lz-elvyrion, @gypsum-gp, @buriedbymysins, @yextheshifter, @snowangelslibrary, @lynnilunette (if you'd like to be added let me know!)