Just Another Relapse

He also told me that people with depression lack motivation to get better so they sit back and dont do anything and now I just feel like a lazy sack of potatoes

Slowly realising that I have just enough self respect to no longer have time for people who don't respect very clear boundaries

I so badly want another baby but I just cant seem to be able to look after myself well enough to make and grow and birth said baby

Every time I eat something I convince myself I've now got binge eating disorder, then I remember that a snack or two is not a binge and what most normal people would eat as a snack, I've just not eaten properly in a long time so it feels excessive 🤷‍♀️

Why is recovery so fucking hard omg

Nothing I do is ever enough

You know youre not well when your patient has less ketones than you 🤷‍♀️

I really need to try the whole recovery thing again, but I just can't.

So beyond done with one particular person its not funny