โ Easy is definitely not the word Iโd use. Walking away without saying anything wasnโt some effortless decision I made without a second thought. I threw myself straight into the next project and kept myself busy enough to avoid actually dealing with any of it. There were a lot of nights I opened our messages and started typing something out, only to delete it because I figured you wouldnโt want to hear a damn thing from me anyway. And honestly, I canโt exactly blame you for that. I know thereโs probably nothing I can say now that magically makes you understand why I handled things the way I did. But despite how badly I screwed it up, none of it was because I didnโt care. I just shouldโve had the guts to face it head-on instead of disappearing and leaving you to deal with the fallout on your own. โ
sure did feel like it was from my point of view. i'm not gonna sit here and say that i understand it, because quite frankly i probably never will understand it, but i want to. i want the opportunity to hear your side of things, and maybe that might give me a little bit of closure. at the end of the day that's all i really want.
