hey guys, this is my stance regarding my callout. i was going through some terrible psychosis at that time due to familial trauma regarding my parents, which doesn’t excuse my actions one bit, but still proves my point about how i am trying to get better.
i have voluntarily singed up to get an admission to an RTC in california, which i will be officially starting tomorrow. that will also result in online inactivity from me.
i‘ve already made a post on tiktok regarding this, and reading the screenshots of the callout which were sent to me by a friend who i am keeping anonymous due to privacy, i feel terribly ashamed of my actions, and as i‘ve said before, i am openly willing to get better. i was reading those screenshots, and i literally just took like almost an hour just thinking „holy shit, that was me.“
(the tiktok caption was a misspelling and i meant to say i‘m tired of denying i wasn‘t in the right.)
this isn’t me trying to excuse anything i did, this is me proving my point that yes i am getting better, it‘s only now that i‘m going to start putting a genuine effort into it. i hope you all can accept this moving forward.
kindest regards, raynebowujl
(p.s., not to sound like an ass or anything, but really dude? posting the callout on my birthday?)
