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1- no confessions about other fandom members allowed

now whats the worst thing about their writings, what pisses you off about them

Also, can we just agree that the thing with wedding wasn't a good thing? Like, organizating big ass wedding only to show your aunt something is just... eeh. And I don't even talk about that it was clearly making Halt uncomtable.

Pauline deserves better writer. Most of our babies out there do.

We're kind of estranged despite living in the same house. When the family does get together, even when it starts out happy, it often times ends up in arguments. I don't think I'd miss my siblings that much when I move on. With one of them, their voice just. Grinds my gears. I can't listen to her sing (most of the time, except when a game is purposefully made for that).

(TW describing strangulation for the next paragraph only; the two after that reference it)

.... Another thing, too, though, is that I did strangle my sister once because, I think I don't remember for sure, I was overstimulated by her and wanted her to shut up. I didn't know it would potentially kill her, mind you, I just saw media doing it (you know, like, looney tunes). The last things I remember from that moment is her face as I was doing it, my mom finding us behidn the recliner, and staring guiltily as my mom consoled my crying sister in the bathroom.

I can see this happening between Halt and Ferris because Ferris just. Talks a lot. But Halt wouldn't know it was a murderous type thing because of reasons other than media, mainly being his environment itself.

(TO BE CLEAR I do love my siblings because they were born in the same family I was and my family and I do have a lot of good moments without arguments. The above paragraphs are just pointing out stuff that is similar, and I can't really describe things THAT accurately. Additionally, the second paragraph's events happened more than 10 years ago and we get along normally now).

Despite all this, I always imagine them pretty different: more connected and tight-knit, actively supporting each other, actively thinking about each other when stressful situations come up.

Odd, isn't it?

It could show her experience as she became a courier, give insight as to her childhood, the struggles she faced as a woman in a male dominated field, and could even still feature espionage as she would have become a courier around the time that Morgarath was first starting get a hold on things. We could possibly see Pauline be among the first to notice something wrong with him, but because she's a woman, people don't believe her. So now, she has to go and find a group of people who do believe her. Similar to the forming of the Renegade Rangers, but politics.

And if he REALLY doesn't want to have to write a whole new cast, make it be about Pauline the few months before meeting Halt and Crowley. Around the halfway point, maybe. That way we can see things from her perspective when they met, and we can see what she did after they left. If I recall correctly, Pauline had to leave as Crowley and Halt left so that she could go on a mission. We could find out what that mission is. We would also get more characterization from Arald, likely seeing what he is like as a new Baron. We could possibly even get to see one of the ward members parents as background characters.

And that's just my take on things. There are a thousand different ways you could write a book on Pauline, and all of them would be interesting to me. Because I like Pauline as a character, not just cause I feel bad for her.

Crowley is a golden retriever and here all my reasons why:

He's loyal. ( Too loyal for his good.)

he's great with kids

he's silly.

He cares about his pups.

He follows his owner (Duncan) and do everything he told him to

He's a ball od sunshine

Def can sit still even for a second

sosial guy (extravertic)

He has his grumpy black cat bestfriend/boyfriend.

He's depressed

Def abandoned issue

Anger issue (not really a golden retriever thing but still I wanted to say it)

if someone will say that Golden retriever is too goofy for him, no it's not. Not every golden retriever is goofy. And I think Crowley need some sunshine on his life

Why I think he definetly has daddy issue?

If someone is smart they can notice that Im definetly self projecting right now. I don't care. He's my favorite character to traumatize. I adore him and yes, I am fully aware I made him my OOC. I love my boy. No he's not dead. It's just a prank. Our little prankster.