Great Escape

But I decided to keep it. Bow

I cant believe this feels came to me It is very simple Like a toothpick but so many toothpicks stabbed me Im hurt that it even makes me wanna cry I cant believe that this is even what im feeling towards them It really hurts me so much So many "hurt/hurts" words cant be enough of what im feeling

February 11, 2017 was my 3rd IE Night yet his last. KaDance troupe ko lang sya for 2 yrs, masayahin at makulit si kuya Then recently we had a competition that made my team solid because we were bonding while training. During that time he was the one teaching and guiding us aside from our main choreo. The competition day had come, pagtapos nun, naflutter ako nung biglang naghig kami after saying our place. We there started saying hi when we see each other in the hall way Sa tuwing ngumingiti si kuya, natutuwa ako kasi parang ang saya talaga At kagabi nga last dance ng troupe namin, after nun, gusto ko na lang sya makita. Nung nakaupo sya, then nakapila ako, nung dumaan ako sakanya, nag hi sya and bigla nyang sinabi "ang ganda mo tonight!" Ako naman "kuya sus joking, pero thanks" but the moment he said that, hindi ako mapakali and nag build sa isip ko na " hooooooooo omg ! Happy crush just said that and my heart just fluttered af Happy crush ko sya kasi mabait si kuya maloko, tsaka syempre galing niya sumayaw! And ayun nga last dance na kagabi, naisip ko sa daan pauwi, sobrang nakakalungkot, sobrang close na naming lahat sobrang mamimiss ko sila!! Lalo na siya hay Naiiyak ako tho pero masaya sobra, People may come and go :) PS. Tandaan mo(myself) mag grad letter ka sakanila

Here he goes again, Not even tired to fuck around thinking I cant notice that fuck you are doing Until now, you're still like that Do you still have conscience in your body? I am not that stupid mister I can say that change is not permanent in this world specially in your case fucker cause you didn't change any of those actions! Well goodluck bitch and bitches!!!!

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at UST Lover's Lane

Mas okay ata kung hindi gaano nagkikita. Nakakasawa na rin, Parang wala ng maikwento. Wala ng bago, Kasi alam mo na lahat hanggang pagtulog Gustong kausap pero nauumay. Walang salita na makakasalaysay sa nararamdaman Pero baka naninibago lang Hindi kasi sanay

I remember you when I'm looking at this

Made me happy that simultaneously made me sad and broken after seeing him. Deep inside im hurt yet im still smiling for others not to wonder why Im not supposed to be like this and I dont want to feel this feeling Starting to be scared of what will happen, what if, what if. WHAT IFs wtf I dont want this. Its the first time im liking someone after a long time moving on from……… Fam were right DTR must be known before I act or feel whatever Im feeling at the moment