Jun 17, 2022
before i begin, TW ana (not pro ana just a vent post/page)
ive come back here many times, never sticking to my plans… but im ready to do it. im sick of being the fat one, the person everyone watches eat so they can feel better about themselves..
i can starve myself with ease, im rarely at home for meal times.
my plans include:
- anytime im at work, skip
- all breakfasts, skip
- school, either a singular fruit or skip
i hate myself, my body and everything i do.
i don’t want to anymore.
so here goes nothing.
if i weigh myself, i’ll only binge and do things i don’t want to do, so im not weighing in until i see physical results on my skin and bones.
