whiskey fills the darkness

I could cry but I shouldn't I could breathe but it's difficult .people offer help and I'm grateful get yelled at and it wasn't even me doing the best yet seems like the worst wth is left for me ..........

I always wanted to find love but as I grow older maybe wiser I've relised that maybe I won't find it or maybe I had once and lost it . I've grown to accept that if I nvr truly do that will be fine . Truthfully I probably never deserved it and I did find unconditional love in my children which is priceless in itself . Sure it's difficult and lonely at times especially at night but worthwhile none the less . So for now till whenever I'll work on that and hey my dogs still love me so really what a blessing it is to have all that . Anyway , bad Grammer and punctuation and all that it's been a hell of a ride

I'll do me and mine it's all I know anymore anyway

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