raii :)

i <3 drawing couples which people need to look twice if they want to identify if it's a gay couple or not (it is)

it just came to me that, even if there was no pennywise and no curse, derry still was a small town that killed everything that was different. clown or not, richie still was chased after, bullied and abused for how he acted, or how he dressed, or how he showed affection to other boys his age. clown or not, eddie's queerness would be considered a disgusting disease with no cure but death itself. they were doomed from the start. clown or not, they could never be together, not in derry. day ruined.

richie having to clean eddie's blood from his glasses with the same water from the place where they used to play together as kids.. 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬 fuuuuccckkk 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬 i don't even smoke but 🚬🚬🚬🚬

richie literally had to be dragged away from eddie's dead body and you expect me to be fine about it ? shit he had to be DRAGGED. two grown man had to HOLD HIM and DRAG him away from eddie's corpse. HE WOULD HAVE STAYED THERE and he would have died too . and you expect me to be FINE ? i'm not fucking fine and i don't think i'll ever be

rewatching it chapter two (for unknown reasons, cause i swore i'd never see it again) and laughing at the fact that richie went back to derry with a single bag while eddie had two full suitcases and a necessaire. like. that's such a couple thing to do tag your otp shit.