on the first note, music plays going back, that summer, staying late your laugh spilled warm out on the floor under blue and sunny skies i would share your sweater and your smile we'd be running free, your hand in mine

since that time, things have long been different yet even now, my heart still beats like- am i allowed to just take that leap and fall?

all my days circle back to your name i'd stumble, yet it all ends the same the world bends to you, leads me straight to your arms so if this is, mmm...

if this is falling falling falling, oh then let me fall endlessly find rest in your orbit, closer, still oh, let me fall endlessly to you to you

refrain, and summer passed woolen winter coats felt sharp as glass tired eyes and calls that fell to quiet thinking, how did your voice drift away so far from mine? just, when did our laughter turn so hard to find? still, i'd reach for you, dark at night

since that time, things have long been different yet even now, my heart still beats like- am i allowed to just take that leap and fall?

ooooh, stay with me ooooh, please never let the dark part us here, again

all my days circle back to your name i'd stumble, yet it all ends the same the world bends to you, leads me straight to your arms so if this is

if this is falling falling falling, oh then let me fall endlessly find rest in your orbit, closer, still oh, let me fall endlessly to you to you

on the first note, music plays

ෆ ; SO....... originally this was supposed to be paired with. the birthday fic. but. aksjfnkvjdfhnkjh UNFORTUNATELY. that fic isn't done yet,,, skdjhf so the truth is that Yes this song was supposed to be based on that fic, and i wanted to write this in a way where the lyrics ended up something like a culmination of miki and caleb's relationship, from miki's point of view !! it's.... definitely not perfect or polished akjsfnvjfk making music with limited equipment is a hell of its own and i fought tooth and nail with my mic quality LMAO. but !!!!!!

a very happy birthday to me, and to miki, and to caleb <3 i'm happy to dedicate a song not just to appleberry as a whole, but to caleb as well <3 silly fictional guy <3 u occupy so much space in my heart...