💫.eclipse

Most of my introduction is in my carrd - feel free to read that if you'd like (it also contains request information if you want to request a term from me). The quick rundown of it is:

My name is Eclipse, I'm a newlife/3rdlife scott fictive. I use he/she/they/star/it pronouns, I'm transsexual and genderfluix, and I am polyaspec caedmonogamous. I am a rq and I use a fuckton of transids.

My tagging system:

#✧ eclipse coins - coining tag #✧ type: [x] #✧ letters from the stars - askbox #✧ from down below - talking / not coining-related

A transid where one feels like they should be / identify with having a soulmate / being soulbound to someone (in the context of Double Life SMP).

A transid where one feels like they should be a dragon rider (in the context of the How to Train Your Dragon series).

A transid where one feels like they should be a part of the Mean Gills (Limited Life).

Symptoms are:

being unable to label any feelings that aren't big and obvious (Eg depressive & manic) but knowing they're vaguely 'sad', 'angry', 'happy' etc.

Only being able to label said feelings with songs, not that the song talks about a feeling or outright has any obvious tones other than a specific brand of 'sad', 'angry', 'happy' etc that only that song can convey

^ May be related to a type of 'Feelings to Music' (or vice versa) Synesthesia

Musically Aided Alexithymia (MAA) is an MUD and a subtype of alexithymia where individuals express typical symptoms of alexithymia, but have music-related symptoms as well.

Symptoms include:

A. Being unable to label any feelings that aren't big and obvious (Eg depressive & manic) but knowing they're vaguely 'sad', 'angry', 'happy' etc.

B. Only being able to label said feelings with songs, not that the song talks about a feeling or outright has any obvious tones other than a specific brand of 'sad', 'angry', 'happy' etc that only that song can convey.

Galactic Detachment Syndrime (GDS) is an MUD where individuals feel a chronic sense of disconnection from their immediate surroundings and relationships, stemming from an overwhelming fascination with space. This detachment can manifest in various ways, impacting social relationships and emotional well-being.

Symptoms include, but are not limited to:

A. An excessive preoccupation with space-related topics to an excessive and unhealthy degree, often to the detriment of their relationships, other goals, and well-being.

B. Individuals feel disconnected from their environment and others, feeling as though their everyday life is insignificant in comparison to the vastness of space. May result in apathy regarding self-care, school, work, and relationships.

A transscars subterm where one feels as if they should have top surgery scars.